Thoughts KBM 2018; Discourses over this Lil Light of Mine

 

To Whomever it May Concern,

Stay in the struggle, victory is on its way thanks to citizens like you. To deny another man the freedom that he himself has is to diminish the meaning of what it truly means to be an American patriot all together. It’s an Unamerican America that surrounds us but justice will always win on the balances which weigh out and redefine the global scale of things, every now and then…….. An obvious ψΚΚαΛreconstruction of laws and amendments needed to continue the virtues our forefathers died for us to carry out, foreign affairs, and revision of such policies must be rededicated to coincide with a reminder and reevaluation of the whole concept of globalization itself, and what it was originally meant to accomplish. . virtuous ordinances and universal laws endowed by our Creator, for all men to carry out, can’t stop half way down the line, that ain’t ‘merican.

– karen ben-moyal, May 2018 

Brothers & sisters of humanity, I turn to you and ask, what is it that we all strive towards?

Happiness.

Now ask yourself, how can we all achieve our greatest happiness?

One way—-> Universal human rights must be protected under a form of law.

We started it here in America, now it is our DUTY as AMERICANS, to spread this protection of human rights, through influencing democracy and giving freedom to the worlds long oppressed peoples, who have gone centuries without any hope of freedom in sight. They can only dream.

To my American brothers and sisters, I ask you to take these, “blessings of liberty,” bestowed unto us as birthrights or upon obtaining American citizenship, and to recognize we were given a gift for the purpose of sharing it with others. We must come to terms with why we must utilize this gift.

The answer is simple, getting there however, is complex.

Just as the first beam of light that lit up our solar system out of all the darkness, the vessel which received this light, the greatest gift, the gift of life, and chose to share its light, by reproducing it’s life force, the vessel that once held the light was able to hold onto G-d’s gift and in turn, spread this love forever and ever and is literally still on an infinite course through time space as we speak.

However, here is the simplest explanation- We were given the gift of being born as free individuals to secure these blessings, to ourselves, and our posterity,, do ordain and establish our American constitution, for the United States of America,” to keep our liberties held sacred, forever and ever, and to spread this peace to the rest of our brothers and sisters abroad.

What living being does not deserve to wake up to peace every day, and go to bed in peace every night?


Happy thanksgiving!!!! Grateful for life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Grateful for the men and women who sacrificed themselves to get us here… Thankful for the sun, moon, stars, heaven on earth and being an inhabitant of it all. Thanks 🙏 to אדוני for all gifts cherished by humanity– endless rays of light, 7 vast oceans, the wind that blows and everything in between. Bless those who are struggling, bless you. Embrace love and light today with your friends and fam. ☺️ Above all, be safe and take good care! Make Mankind Great Again
kbm, 2017

The Following notes have  just been jotted into my notes over the years and are mostly from 5 or 6 months back. TBH This is what got me through the last semester of my days as a college prisoner:

Let it burn, let it shine, may this flame of life ignite
Eternally, inside of me, Ive come to realize,
The flame which lights my soul,
Are the rays which sparked you and me, hard to believe but this
wisdom is sealed into my destiny,
Origins of the the universe are carved into the soul
Indescribable, yet so are dreams deja vu and black holes
All of sudden reality kicks in
And the explanations for such phenomena unravel within
Not sure how
Not sure why
But I know I’ve always had it stored within my heart
Dormant in front of our eyes
And In time
I hope for You to soon realize
Suddenly all that science and religion cannot describe
Come alive in my mind
No not as pure imagination
But obvious facts of life
Like an equation of destiny so on par
The vessel that was the very first shooting star
never really went too far
Once you accept this faith of Indescribably permanent wisdom makes it undeniable
Once you’ve opened your eyes you soon realize that very same wisdom set in me, is the me of the past future and present galaxy
Always has been and always will be
For The roots of my tree cannot tell a lie
My Destiny lies in phi
My soul is phi
Yeeah The golden ratio of life
It shines away the shadows
I can feel the beat of
The heart of my soul
By The rhythm in my gut
The drum flowing through my veins
The electric current shaping outer space
The bow and the fire
the arrow, the dragon you must first understand in truth, it takes serious guts and the will to overcome obstacles within and throughout you lives
to be able to truly seek wisdom in all creation and its meanings, is for the human to admire the relations sealed in matrimony by Almighty God
only then may we gain compassion to see over the hills of differences, which divide
one must truly see with their inner eye
that demons only exist by allowance  of thereof, we choose to give forces of evil a voice, all too often we have the ability to crush them in the bud
these false teachings hinder the judgement of all gullible in youth and in seniority
when triumph over these lies can become undone
then will the sounds of blasts blow through the horns
of justice into your mind, into His mind and her mind,
nonetheless we must all agree to remember what truths are found along the way
for your body and soul to begin to unwind
lessons needed for ascension, taught by the tales your cosmic memory must foretell,
only the individual can choose to retell
through remembrance of their own journeys voyaged long ago, the journey which led you here, the discovery of how to build a future with freedoms lived by all, felt by all, and protected for all,
the connections which give the answers needed in this life, will be made clear once your find your ancient days
does not sound complex at all, yet most die without ever even seeing the eternal flames within themselves,
wasting away as they grow bitter with age,
with brainwash of the world around them taking their soul and shifting the truths from center stage
never finding balance is never having closure
to die without balancing your own self and life’s meanings,
is to ignore the dots which connect this century to the knowledge that coexists in ancient glory
the beauty of the discovery is far too indescribale for words
life’s blessings must be held in your soul without threat of distrust in yourself or your Creator, don’t allow you or any man to be led astray
unless you wish to live out all the days of your life in crumbling unease
onward is the honor that the bells of freedom sound
dishonor democracy and youre a burden on your family,
for this will bring negativity for you and for all humanity
each time you let the voice of reason escape your fiery gut core, your instincts are ignored,
you’ve lost touch with reality
in doing so, you’ve fallen to the hand of a weak tyrant wishing to control your hand
the cards your birth led you into this world for
those which were dealt and signed off by your certificate, mankind began infusing the weeds early on in life,  the doctors and mom and dad who delivered you here
serve as the very first  barriers in life, your advantaged in a sense in this case, however
because this means you’ve got a head start in breaking down the causes standing in the way of your greatest road ahead, for you develop a gut instinct long before you can even use your motor skills, not to mention your ability to talk or think with reason has yet to be mastered
it is the choice of each individual to continue holding child like wonder close to their hearts, all the days of our lives in later years are testaments to destroy our dreams in a world with free will
good news is these fears and mountains are meant to be conquered
by a series of tests
where high faith and instinct to choose right instead of wrong
will define the path you decide
your doom or your greatest dreams, better choose wisely because either way, remind yourself that great amounts of tireless effort is needed for both
to come to life, there is a 50 50 chance you learn to choose salvation,
the same odds go for all who live under the enchantingly stratospheric dimension under the clouds
It should always be written in every task you face, in the back of your mind, each and every person in the human race
every single foe, friend, mentor, teacher, family member, every human being holds the same possibilities, the statistics will never change in or against your favor
No one else can determine these choices are halfchance
for you and for me, for the creatures under the sea
be aware of those who wish to burden or hinder your vision, for your instincts are less felt in this day and age than ever before
listen to your youth voice, listen to the wind that never ceases to strive for the attention of your ears
the reason is rarely heard over the average day to day activities with others who know nothing more than you ever have or will know
your decision consists of a life times worth series of difficult, yet very achievable standards that judge
your ability to make the right choices consistently
those who refuse to see the highlights of true meanings,
build road blocks for themselves and all Her inhabitants to grow
our reasons for living begin with the realization that mankind was created by Hashem on the 6th day,
the day God created both beast ALONGSIDE man
That drum inside Remnants of new and old law
in tragedy and victory, nature’s laws covered by man’s falsities throughout the ages
the sheath hidden beneath
Follow the guiding lights, whether you encompass the earth on land,
Or reside in the world underneath
A wet version of the dry
the land above sea level is meant to synchronize
mankind in the lead, no need for wings when you soar through the reasoning and faith belonging to you
your universal right must be recognized by anyone with the means
to bring justice to the world we share as humanity, with the trees above and coral reefs
for the roots of life are stemmed from the same seed
the seed cannot change, no matter how loud humans with bad intentions voice their lies
no matter how wide tyranny has overtaken innocence across the globe
the destruction of desire to follow the drums of our own inner rhythms
for the loudness of one’s voice unto masses does not even exist
in the land down under, no not Australia but at the mouth of the H20
which meets
the roaring thunder
the rain is given to the oceans to collect harmonic tunes under water, a base built by nature trums
My Humility standing in the way of answers that haunt me
Daunting
taunting at my consciousness
Sharing with me the ability to prove my existence
I know I must let let go
Of any conformity to forget what I’ve always been told
Push past my comfortability
then Hashem will once again
send me truths no one else can see
And I then Again I realize I am not alone
The more truths sent to me
The more my mind is blown
And I know
I must let go
Of any doubt once shown
For My inner light
Will no longer deny the
Magic of our reality
The work that is beyond you and me
I only know
I must accept the knowledge consistent in me
You can Call it a conspiracy
Call it black magic, or
Call it a dream
Just know; Hashem creates our life stream
For life as we truly know, is quite literally but a dream
Beyond all that is known
beyond all human comprehension
There’s no form of expression
Accurate enough to depict
Who I am, what I am, and what I will always be in the eyes of a manifestation of stars
A pilgrim of a never ending solar eclipse
On a journey to fulfill a prophecy
A covenant bound by The destiny of me is a solR plexus
An entity Realigned to give life hope and meaning
A purpose to take away strife
A world without war
A world united at its core
for all dimensions through all time space
For all walks of life,
plants, insects, animals, the human race
Every attempt to disbelieve the proof
has only but solidified the evidence
Becoming aloof
So clear now, so beyond concrete
My birth right set in stone
and unraveling the obsolete
The strength sent to my heart
through an abyss of fire, Water, wind, spiraling down worlds apart
Hashem, has always shown me these signs
Throughout my heaven here on earth I’ve come to find
Throughout all my years, through pain suffering victory and hurt
My cosmic memory unfolded through a divine awakening
With every breath I breathe and every lesson I perceive
The hidden secrets buried deep
My souls cosmic history
Sent clues from up above and from my past
The Hints sent to my heart
have become self realizations stemmed from another life in which
I’ve Come to find
The jogging of my cosmic inheritance goes so far back
That the same matter that held onto existence
Or life as as we know it
Was the energy that started all of this, Call it the big bang call a creationism,
But You mustn’t give into bliss
both science and G-d are one in the same
You and me are the beacon set free we’ve ended up here on the same plane
Bresishet or in the beginning
Out of darkness grew a light
An eternal flame that is us
only to be kept alive
Through a mass which held on
It held on so tight That a tiny ray of light
Emerged into life as we know it
Became the miracle of miracles
The miracle of a ray survives out of the midst still today
We call it The miracle of life
once the vessels shattered this miracle became
The miracle of song
And then as if it was set to repeat
The miracle of light became the universe
Related to me
All of this that came from nothingness
A place that only knew darkness and where nothing else could survive
A vacuum of beams could flow and become multiplied
The arms of Sagittarius now stretched out
Open wide
And this is the energy that remains to this day
Is how The renewal of creation came to be
On a beam of light soaring through a world of nothingness,
A light that conquered the darkness made way for the cycle we call life, set in motion long ago,
surviving through oral and written law
we may build a future towards peace and justice for all mankind
for the hands of time will settle in between dawn and dusk
the ancient glory of all of us rests in the souls living in our world today
set to an internal alarm only the few strong willed and minded would ever comprehend
Nonetheless, we must fulfill our unfinished duties as American citizens
to rise against the tyrants abroad
by sharing American values through influencing and interpreting for those who have yet to begin to seek,
the laws consistent in nature, are set to an internal alarm set uniquely for each individual
to remember the history which resolves the battles faced in modern times
because universal rights for all mean dignity is not yet given to majority of humanity world wide
and thus it means that Americans have the duty to share with all others in need,
of the divine inspiration, the hope to be brought back into the lives
of those next in line to be freed and redeemed
Our free nation is the leader of the enterprise where freedom is meant to bring about world peace
to protect the universal rights set in motion by God and by America’s founding men,
as descendants our task is to pick up the tasks where our ancestors left off,
to reproduce and revive the light shadowed by the world’s darkest corners
is to know, feel, see,  and taste the reasons behind
the I have found, blessed to be one of the billions to have come to terms with the understanding most will die without discovering  the real meanings I have yet seen or heard anyone else found
why we celebrate hannukah is the beginning of the wisdom that gets one an invitation so the feast of thanks
known famously as the “festival of lights “
the miracle of the oil, the meanings hidden in between scriptural texts,
the answers lie within only the highest of the
perplexed.

written last semester of Undergrad i believe:

Surrounded by lies
Trapped in a bubble of gloom
I am young but I feel as if I’m looking into the windows of nothingness & longing for the universe to take me to my next plane of existence
This is not supposed to be the mindset of me, a 24 year old woman and free
My youth still in tact, I worry I won’t be able to enjoy it in time.
How can I ?
The feeling I can’t help but acknowledge is one indescribable yet I am certain of it’s presence deep within me
I know I’ve always been different
But it seems I forgot about that whole part of me during my late middle/high school years
It seems that the karen Ben-moyal from the days of Beth yeshurun has come back to haunt me
Daunting on me more and more each day with my odd curiosity about life and all it’s wonders
Being helplessly inclined to build the bridges between myself and humanity itself
And dedicating every waking breath I breathe to figuring out the unknown
It’s an exhausting necessity for me
Like I’ve got some sort of OCD
That can never be satisfied
For how can one totally satisfy the urge to comprehend the forces at work
All around us
yet intangible
All abstract
yet powerful
What is life?
I can’t get it out of my head. Not until I solve this puzzle I’m told is impossible
Perhaps this it is for this very reason I choose to continue this pursuit
I’ve always conquered the impossible
My entire life
From winning school wide spelling bees to
Vp positions I never asked for—
To landing jobs i was told were out of my reach
Perhaps this is the very reason I can’t help myself from continuing my secret obsession; an obsession that very likely will end in disappointment
and at what cost?
I don’t care. All I want is to be as close to G-d as any human can be. I want to be able to create peace between nations, specifically the Middle East. I want to prove there is life after death because I know this to be true. The art of war is life itself, just ask Sun Tzu.
I want to save my generation, for the men who died before me–
For the ones who risked everything so I would lose nothing.
The ones who allowed me to experience this freedom Of thought that never leaves me.
I wish to secure these blessings to my posterity
And future generations to come.
I want to implement policies which benefit everyone.
I want to spread the ideas of capitalism to all nations so that they may know what it’s like to be free.
But most of all,
I want to redeem the memory
of my ancestors from the tribes of the yIsraelis
I want to restore justice for the fathers who built this nation In which I live so freely
Those who contributed to my DAR ancestry
Warrior on both sides of my family tree
Daughter of the American Revolution ~ Tennessee
Daughter of the levites,
daughter of an IdF soldier
Daughter of the of the light of the Torah and the 12 lost tribes ~~Israeli
I dedicate my soul to the ancestors of mine
who fought and prayed for peace and their land of Israel
and those who fought
against all odds
for their freeedom
in an oppressed land.
G-d did bless both my lone star states
with his own hand.
In sum,
what drives me the most
is the memory of the cosmos
From which I’ve descended
Stars animals constellations
And Any other part of my heritage,
Must be apprehended.
all sacrificed themselves in the name of what they knew was right.
This is the only reason to which I can’t give up hope, I won’t. No matter how impossible the goal,
One must Man up to take a bite.
So mind boggling — yet —
the more the pieces fall into place–
the more I crave to explore further–
The mysteries revealed right in front of us
The face
Of the human race
Reveals her identity at her own pace
I am chasing nothingness
to the oblivious- that is, the humans which walk about the Earth day by day, carrying on with their lives holding onto what they’ve been told or what they haven’t been told
My world accepts no guests but loneliness
Lonely because I empathize with the horrid and the lost and the confused and the ignorant
For I cannot help but feel deep empathy in any given situation
Some days it steals my soul
It always returns but the gaps in between the theft and retrieval of my soul are widening
I know too much but not enough
I cannot, for the life of me, figure out what it is I’m supposed to achieve with such an abundance of knowledge
One year ago I could not have said the same about myself
One year ago I had not even begun this journey
This journey I sought for the betterment of man kind
And now, even with all I’ve accomplished
I’ve yet to accomplish anything

It’s Friday night and yet I wait
For comfort to walk through the front door to give me a break
A break from myself
Because all that I am
Can never be
Understood much less tolerated
My past, present, and future are uncertain
But within the eyes of my Beholder
It is my fate
My fate which is sealed
Inscribed to be forever lonely
The days of my youth slip away
Ever so glowingly
What to do about this mess
Graduate, Karen, just graduate
It’s not the time to worry about who to impress

 L-O-V-E 🔥💙 ל-ב ==> the epitome of 🇮🇱 ==> the eternal flame ignited within all we are today. Keep these kinds of posts coming, not for you, nor me, but for all of humanity. and more importantly, for the permanent ignition of beams which illuminate the world & out of The Eternal Flame — truly to keep it llit within all of us.

Because Every human being has it stored within their core beings, however, it is up to ppl like us to secure that light within those who don’t even know it exists within themselves. We must keep spreading this wisdom so that it may never diffuse.

Am Yisrael Chai, brother. I am so happy to see another human on the same level as me on this subject. The struggle is worth the fight in the end– never lose The Hope and may we always justify what’s right, even in the presence of those who surround us with discouragement, those who, at all times, only counting on their guises which fuel their anti- Semitic hate– that of which is why their hatred spreads so rapidly, like a wild fire or leprasy. In our hearts and souls, we know what is right, and we must fight for this goodness to prevail — for the sole purpose of this is to secure this light and harbor it unto our posterity, and so unto theirs. For it was this very wisdom that derived from justice itself, as we ourselves know it, and the souls of humanity as they once knew it. For Hashem. hopefully through all the strife — the rest of the world will recognize the blessings that stemmed from the hate we fought through and against. And one day, the souls of the innocent will know this inner flame and cherish it next time. Thank you for your efforts, I promise that the WILL will pay off so long as we diligently honor the Will destined and carved into our very being. Our souls are meant to be shared through a bond so strong that if secured by us, will Radiate throughout the universe once more . For it our duty to protect it, for now, we must remain resilient, for His Word, the human race; and for the purpose of sharing the love & the Wisdom which always renews and creates with the rest of eternity; 🙏One day, One day…. 🇮🇱🔥❤️🌍💙

The moment I realized my life’s path combined my Israeli-American heritage, along with my abundance of passion and advanced focus in foreign analysis and how to use these passions towards saving the world. I knew the only way to save the world was by influencing American democracy around the world and implementing strategies that would around the work for each oppressed peoples from Africa to Guatemala to far- east Asia, to the Middle East, I looked into the routes I could take to achieve this higher purpose, how I could meet my goals by the time graduation came around, and finally, what position would perfectly merge my skills, talents, “deft for diplomacy,” and I discovered that I would emerge best and most successfully to implement strategies towards freeing oppressed peoples from their government enslavement, and then — I added up the choices— and I decided that the State department foreign service officer, public diplomat position to be more specific, was the venue I needed to be able to share our American ways of government and freedom unto the rest of humanity, who deserve the, “blessings of liberty to be given to themselves and as well as their posterity,” and to stabilize such strategic plans by never letting go of your life’s passions, especially one sent by G-d Himself.

Anyways, life here in America, I.e. living freely in a free market; is taken for grand so much these days and by my generation or perhaps the younger one right before mine, however, the greatest amount of happiness should be allotted and made position unto all peoples or human beings throughout the globe— no matter which flag your country flies, we are all of the same human race or species, and all human beings d serve to fulfill their greatest happinesses and live in freedom!
J
The meaning of life & death is Love, joy, loved ones, food, shelter, national holidays, religious holidays, land, sea, air, fire, wind, nature. What “better” place is there than life itself? I have yet to hear this question answered. Because in fact there is no better “place” than life itself, and there’s no going back either.
The act of gift giving is a selfless one for both the giver and the receiver. In life, gifts are given for the sole purpose of giving. If both parties participating in this exchange are truly selfless in their intentions, both would act according to the laws of universal truths. This would mean that the giver cannot ask for the gift back once it has been given, and the receiver should use the gift for an unselfish purpose– the receiver would in turn share their gift with others. This here is another basic argument for why death could not exist, not in any universe, nor any dimension, throughout all space-time. Why would one assume that the gift of life given to us by our Creator would ever have to be returned? Life is G-d’s gift to humanity, it would be silly to assume he would need or ask for it back— ever. Once a gift is given, it’s yours. However, the human receivers must decide how they choose to enjoy the gift. In other words. Life is a gift, and it’s the greatest gift ever given. We are in the driver seat of that destiny, the most for satisfying car ever driven.
And it is our duty, as the receivers of this precious gift, to share our lives with others
Simply because Our lives are literally meant to be shared with others.
No return policies, no take backs.
No shortcuts no game hacks
The same rules apply to our Supreme Giver. The gift of life is here to stay for all those who breathe with beating hearts and flesh can receive their share of array
How foolish is it to say that the Almighty would ever want this gift back?? And why would he ever want to take it away?… it’s ours for the choosing. It had already been decided upon out births that this the gift of life belonged to us, forever and ever. Only once we realize we must share our permanent gifts with mankind and vice versa, we will reach our highest potential. In other words, if we embrace the most selfless act– of giving and receiving– the ultimate purpose of our infinite existence– will reveal itself.

Each rising sun represents the start of a new beginning filled with new wind, light, and people. We thank G-d for the day we saw this light and decided to contact our world.

I’m going to be honest, speak from my heart and just give you some perspective that you can meditate over. Don’t be shy, you can send me what you’re feeling too, Your pain is my pain, brah.

This was no coincidence. I know this because coincidences do not exist. Coincidence is just a term that humans decided to give to the signs that touch our lives all the time. My knowledge on the universe and secret teaching of G-d, light, and meaning behind it all is something I was born into. Our blood is sacred blood. Mine from the 12 tribes of Israel and American revolutionaries. We come from a blood line warriors who fought and never settled for anything they knew was not right or fair. They fought with their lives so we could live here, free to make our own decisions in a democracy based on zero oppression. While we are blessed with the ability to freely choose, we do not always choose freely. We hold onto fear. And this is the only thing keeping anyone in this world from accomplishing their wildest dreams and truest potentials. What is fear? A really annoying emotion that creeps in subtly at first but can grow into an entirely much bigger problem if you’re gut is still too afraid to let your innermost desires control your road to euphoric happiness and destinies. Fear seems small, but it comes in all shapes and sizes. I’ve had kids in politics come to me wanting to not do something bc they were afraid to speak in public or take on the responsibility of an organization without me there, etc. you know what? I felt the exact same way. Building an organization from myself and myself, after jumping head first into politics as my major, not really having anyone believe that I could accomplish much with such a degree. I felt that sinking feeling or being terrified for around a year until I landed on my feet in the field. But do you know why I succeeded? G-d. And his Way. This is what I’ve come to know, and everything I say to you is true and from the heart , from my own personal experience, from God himself, from the signs I take in each and every day instead of mistaking them for coincidences. Nope. You must perceive the world around you as it truly is, not as others or society tells you it should be. That’s when you get distortion and develop fear. You think you can’t do something bc someone says you cant do it or because you think of how much you will struggle getting to where you want to be, where your heart wants you to be. G-d is giving you a choice right now, he gives us free will for life’s decisions and they can be big like deciding what to do about a broken marriage or changing your career path in the middle of your college career. One way will bring you an average amount of happiness at best, you may not be miserable but you will always find yourself wondering what could have been if you followed the fire in your gut. That is your soul. Your soul knows what path you should take, it gives you that feeling in your gut that wants to take over so badly but knows that it can only do so if your mind lets your fear go.

Truth: following your gut = following your eternal soul and G-ds highest plan for you to live your fullest life. If you choose correctly this is the Way or route you will take now and never have to look back and have that constant feeling of emptiness or remorse for not choosing yourself and your son over a person who blatantly threatens your family and is attempting to cut you off from us, completely. If you love someone, you would let them go if that’s what made them happy. To be honest I always knew the personality of your wife. I don’t know her name but I am literally the best people reader on the planet and this was kind of expected but I always thought billy can do way better than that lady so he’s going to be fine when it all falls apart. Her husband is in Prison and I’m guessing she guilt trips you by bringing her kids into it and saying you have to stay with her for the kids. This is the oldest trick in the evil witch book. Here’s something she and perhaps you may need to come to terms with: If you are unhappy in your marriage, and to me it looked like you both had been unhappy for years, maybe even since you first got married. If I were you I know I would feel like she forced you into a marriage you both knew was about you being there for kids with a dad in prison and pooor children left without dad needed to raise them. From the outside in it seemed that you two married bc you were a nice guy, she saw her next target, and seized the day. You are a nice guy, you’re funny , good looking, smart and you deserve a wife that matches up to you. I am sorry but witch is far below. And think about tanner. Wouldn’t you want him to look up to a mother figure that treats you with respect and has something or even a little warmth to offer ? Your wife gave my chills at the park, she was obviously unhappy about you being with us that day and she made it obvious that she wasn’t going to put up with it from then on. Tanner sees this. Her kids see it but what can they do ?
TBH I see you in pics all the time with her kids and taking pics with them but I’ve seen absolutely zero of her and tanner. And it’s like G-d sees all of this too.

Nothing great ever came from choosing the easy way out. Every truly great success story – whether is be for love or career – was built with spine.

Meaning

Finding true love takes guts. True love takes not settling for anything less than what is right for you. True love takes passion and courage and motivation from family and friends beside you the entire way. (See exhibit a is starting even before it began).

Btw, I’m famous for my motivational speaking skills, my empathetic nature combines with your soul energy and I’m able to talk and listen to anyone who seeks my guidance– political or spiritual — or anything in between. I am telling you this because you should know some things in life are supposed to happen. Let them happen.

Family is everything. The people who will always be there for you and on your side are right here in front of you.

Was is pure happiness to you? I want you to mediate on something i truly believe is happening-

I think you finding out fam was not only G-D bringing you back to us, it was G-d showing you what true happiness has in store for you, and by giving you a supportive family to stand beside you through thick and thin, no matter what, G-d brought us together for you to see the true light of love. What real love is, and give you enough support to get you through something you deeply desire, but never thought you could ever truly do alone. It’s not a coincidence that she’s blaming all of her problems on our family. This is G-d showing you that it is coming to the time you made the choice. He gave you a family who loves you no matter what and until the very end to support you in the decision you make. Now the fact she’s almost made you an ultimatum to choose between us and her, is beyond enough proof that this is playing out with G-ds plan to guide you on your highest path to your destiny of love and endless happiness.

further

Death is a man made concept. No one can come back to tell you what death truly is so why on earth would humans just assume death means no more existence for the seemingly non functioning soul..? In fact, what nerve of those who took it upon themselves to name death in the first place. We can claim the definition to birth and other parts of life bc we know what comes next. In death, we do not. Which is why it is ludicrous for us to think death is the end of the road for those who’ve run their course. In reality, we are only running one of many courses we’ve already run or will run again. I’m simpler terms, you and I and every single human being on this planet have literally, “Been there, done that.” Except in a different galaxy in a different time-space on a whole other solar system located within another dimension. Perhaps we are striving to fulfill a certain destiny within each of our existences. Perhaps we fell short of this destiny in our previous lives. Perhaps this life is a chance to redeem our purpose. This, at its core, is the meaning of life. To fulfill your purpose; that of which is led to you through your inner most passions. It’s up to you to follow them. If you succeed, you must have the closest relationship with our G-d and G-d of our ancestors, the one and only supreme G-d. Build your bridge close to his glory, follow the signs and your primal instincts. Be forever grateful and well aware of all of this at all times. That is, keep in touch with the Creator who gave you the path worth living today. You’ll soon discover possibilities and uncover answers that you once believed to be nearly impossible to reach. They’re there. Finish the puzzle if you can. If not, that’s OK, you’ll get another turn before ya know it.

Think BIGGER:
If the universe is never-ending, why should its inhabitants be? After all, human bodies are made up of stars. That’s how every single skeletal being with human flesh and skin got its heart. As a combination of stars. People seem to forget that there is no separation between human life and space when put into categorical terms. All things we know to be of tangibility belong to the universe. The planets, the oceans, meteors, suns, stars, solar systems and in between, are connected bc they are of substance here on earth. Human life forms and the atmospheric realm which exists as seemingly above them, are one in the same. We are not separated from what this universe has to offer, therefore, earthlings will not be excluded from this rebirth which begins and ends every few seconds, throughout the passages of time and space.
-KBM, December 2016
  • Karen Ben-moyal, April 2017
Some of G-d’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers! Your purpose is always being revealed right in front of you. You either accept small losses now in return for grander rewards later, or you choose to give up hope and ultimately stray from the path of light. The key is to believe– believe to achieve. Miracles will come to the ones who keep faith in their abilities, in good times and in bad. More importantly, the closer you are in your relationship with G-d, the closer you are to fulfilling that destiny you were put on this Earth for. Stay in the struggle, always worth it in the end. positive vibes your way! 
😊
🙏
🦋
🌍
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Are the rays which sparkled inside me and the rays of my light which sparked a permanent wisdom in me, are the exact same ones which lit up the solar system giving life to human existence as we know it. Don’t ever forget about your destiny. I Not even for a moment. Aspiring to achieve your inner most passions is your purpose at its core. Even the smallest tasks in life require you to follow through with your mind set on your biggest goals. It’s necessary. Which is why forgetting it, even if only for a minute, is too big of a risk. Your future endeavors are too important to have the risk of becoming accustomed to another way of thinking.
Kbm, 2016
Keepin it real since 92 tho 
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ask me how I know all this,
  truth is
THE Cosmos Told me SO.

 

 

Copyright, 2018. Karen Ben-Moyal

Added: 3/20/18 (Unedited)

The answers to the most complex mysteries of the universe are quite literally buried into our innermost core, the soul of our beings. When a sign is sent to us, we automatically assume this sign is coincidence, we don’t leave room for fate or destiny or the Hand of G-d as a very valid explanation to what is. When you perceive things as they are, you begin to let go of the misguided perceptions  of what society has led you to believe. Do not look at things how others perceive them, look at them from your perception. Test out the signs you recieve, you start to realize these signs are part of your life’s guide to fulfilling your purpose here on Earth. WHen people ignore these signs, or when people ignore G-d’s outstretched arm, we are ignoring our destinies, we are ignoring out duties to mankind. Thus, if we do not fulfill out purpose in this lifetime, we do get to continue in our next one. However, if you do not try to understand G-d or you take the words of humans over the Word of G-d as your reasoning, you will keep straying further and further away from your destiny, and this also means you are preventing yourself from ever truly experiencing self-worth and the greatest happiness for you and the ones you love. For if one fulfills their dreams which stem from a passion that is your life’s goal, you are also achieving ultimate satisfaction and euphoric joy for your soul.

No return policies, no take backs. The same rules apply goes to our Supreme Giver.  The gift of life is here to stay for all those who breathe with beating hearts and flesh. How foolish is it to say that the Almighty would ever want this gift back?? And why would he ever want to take it away?… it’s ours for the choosing. It had already been decided upon out births that this the gift of life belonged to us, forever and ever. Only once we realize we must share our permanent gifts with mankind and vice versa, we will reach our highest potential. In other words, if we embrace the most selfless act–  of giving and receiving– the ultimate purpose of our infinite existence– will reveal itself.

Death is a man made concept. No one can come back to tell you what death truly is so why on earth would humans just assume death means no more existence for the seemingly non functioning soul..? In fact, what nerve of those who took it upon themselves to name death in the first place. We can claim the definition to birth and other parts of life bc we know what comes next. In death, we do not. Which is why it is ludicrous for us to think death is the end of the road for those who’ve run their course. In reality, we are only running one of many courses we’ve already run or will run again. I’m simpler terms, you and I and every single human being on this planet have literally, “Been there, done that.” Except in a different galaxy in a different time-space on a whole other solar system located within another dimension. Perhaps we are striving to fulfill a certain destiny within each of our existences. Perhaps we fell short of this destiny in our previous lives. Perhaps this life is a chance to redeem our purpose. This, at its core, is the meaning of life. To fulfill your purpose; that of which is led to you through your inner most passions. It’s up to you to follow them. If you succeed, you must have the closest relationship with our G-d and G-d of our ancestors, the one and only supreme G-d. Build your bridge close to his glory, follow the signs and your primal instincts. Be forever grateful and well aware of all of this at all times. That is, keep in touch with the Creator who gave you the path worth living today. You’ll soon discover possibilities and uncover answers that you once believed to be nearly impossible to reach. They’re there. Finish the puzzle if you can. If not, that’s OK, you’ll get another turn before ya know it.

OK and the writing below is literally just me writing down each thought that comes to my head as I have it. So, it is not meant to be written in a certain way or structure. It is simply written by the way my thoughts come in, and what they build up to. Again, these are all to be continued and so is that paper! Hope you can get somethin out of this, the purpose of me informing those interested in this arena is solely because i feel as though i owe it to those who genuinely ask me for an answer or want to hear what I have to say. and it’s my duty to share it, ain’t about to make of this public unless someone truly seeks what  has been and is revealed: Sorry in advance if some of it is hard to read, i am too busy to spell check my thoughts and fix the way they come in! I will admit this though, a lot of it is symbolic, some of the stuff you read may not make sense to you at first but if you meditate on the little clues I purposely add in here, you will figure everything out on your own.

Intertwined with my passion for utilizing politics to help humanity prosper for the betterment of mankind, I hold firmly that restoring the power of U.S. national security, and to restore American sovereignty as the leader of a global enterprise, constitutes for both a strong national defense, promoting free trade through influence of democracy’s founding principles by upholding the virtues that bind symbiotic ties for economic prosperity for all who seek to benefit. Historic breakthroughs in America’s young existence depict the primal values that work when it comes to all human nature, and that of which has inevitably led to some of the most successful booms in economic prosperity growth, both domestically and on the global scale, has been one of the highest and most valued inventions ever known to man, for history tells us that all men can succeed under the scope of protected human rights under our constitutional principles. Our American guidelines have proved to be, by far, the most effective tools which underline the sacred founding principles of the American Nation. Although America’s history has been short-lived in comparison to the rest of the world, a positive ripple effect has already evolved so rapidly overseas simply because the core elements which serve as the motivating incentives for conducting fair and profitable business deals, 24/7, all year around, all over the world – are the traditionally seasoned pilots which guide the perplexities of contrasting passengers collectively towards a universally unified destination by which all those who choose to fly solo are willingly embarking on a collective journey for the purpose of receiving and giving rewards, a fundamental virtue underpinning all the origins of what it means to truly live. Moreover, all traveling souls share their plane seats with complete strangers from all walks of life, traveling through the winds of time-space in a plane which exists to bring them to a shared destination, all the while, the pilots on our trips are in total control of our destinies. And we, as the paying customers, were so eager to pay thousands for the opportunity to venture to another place, giving up all power for hours and days and facing the unknown head-on, all for the pursuit of a better, richer life. In other words, these travelling individuals risk their lives and purposefully take major hits to their bank accounts in return for the prospect of something equally as great, but probably greater, in return; the risk is worth the reward. If you do not like the results or if you don’t like the place you visited on your passage to a foreign place, then you just don’t go back. Free trade,  or GLOBALIZATION, the true meaning of it at least, goes deeper than just tangibility. In a free market system, we are free to trade with whomever gives us the best deal, and for this to work, the individual or company we trade with must also reap rewards from the transactions made between the your businesses. If you can’t stand to gain anything from flying, or even if you just don’t want or hate the concept of flying, simply stay on the ground. Similarily, if you can’t stand to gain or if you know you are losing money in a business relationship, you can simply stay walk away from it. You can choose to back out anytime you want if it is your choice to trade and another individual has agreed to both parties terms, however, note that although the seasons will always change and the leaves will always fall, the direction of the wind that blows, never changes pattern.  Almost all human beings need to fly at some point in their lives, if they truly seek happiness they will eventually have to fly to own their pursuit. At the same time, almost all human beings reach a point in their lives when they start to develop a sense of ambition, a  desire grows deeper and deeper within them. It grows deeper, yet it expands at the exact same rate. The neverending, always expanding yet contracting Unvierse should ring some bells with that last statement in mind.

Anyways, How can this happen? Because the pilots of our universe are the metaphorical gifts given to human beings, really all life forms when you truly think about it. IN oher words, the fundamental rights by which all human nature is guaranteed or has the right as a human being, to own and these rights can never be taken away, you don’t get a refund if you try to return them, they are yours. Because to live happily, freedom and protection of those freedoms, are meant to be included in the package deal which comes free with each life cycle. The rights to life, liberty, to earn and own your own property, are actually the keys which unlock the doors on your path towards the pursuit of happiness.

When a bird begins to flap its wings, it truly wants to fly.  This is why i emphasized ALL life earlier. Even baby birds, who have never known a life without their mother, they cannot even grasp the concept of “what they are supposed to do” or what “has been donE” so they know that they are making the right decision. They don’t have the brain capacity to think this way. Which is sigifcant. Why is it that birds or any animal in the wild for that matter, choose to leave their nest, they could choose to stay in the safety of their mother’s nest, the only place in the whole world, they know is safe, they want to leave it, and they don’t even know what the “world” is! They just know they need to seek elsewhere for some reason. Instinct, if you will, is the equivalent to human happiness. But why do animals lack the fear of embarking? They are ignorant. All animals should be more ignorant than humans, however, I have seen liberals dumber than A bag of bricks. My dog could def. ;literally run circles around some professors I’ve met in college, no wonder the students are so helpless and doomed. But then again look at the animals they look up to in the white house. Actaully, let us not degrade animals, look at the scum in D.C. They are  the leaders of our nation, they have the ability to control what someone thinks could make them happy. Literally, liberals nowadays think that open borders would make the world a happier place, happier for who exactly? If they think it would make them happier, it is because they have been told over and over what  should make them happy, and this sadly makes some humans more ignorant than animals. At least animals listen to their instincts, their core desires, what they know in their souls (still have yet to find out what kind of souls animals have) but lets call it that for now. They may not think twice about why they want to leave the nest and free food and protection, they just have the sense, the faith, the certainty, the ability to “think” or rather, to konw how they feel. Moreso than humans. I can even admit as I am about to embark in the real world just having graduated from college and lived at home my whole life. I know in my gut that I am capable of conquering life and a career after college. But why do I stil have that nervous, almost hesitant sense of fear? I know its because the unknown in day to day life seems to mean nothing more than “i don’t know the answer, so I will just say that shit happens bc luck and chance.”  I personally have no problem seeking comfort in the unknown in terms of the universe and G-d and all of the elements that make up this world, I have no problem or doubt belieivng and having faith in our Creator and ancient scripture and miracles and prayers. BUT why can I not totally see that in me? Even after all I have accomplished. I always override my fears, sure. But why after wanting to live on my own all this time, do I have a sense of “maybe the unknown is worse than living my whole life at myparents house?” I know that is so silly to feel that way. Mentally, I know that I will be happier following my dreams. But why do I FEEL a sense of sentimental loss coming soon?

THIS JUST IN from the brain of kbm: maybe animals are supposed to show us that we have nothing to fear, as  they fearlessly leave their nests and mothers  so early on in life. Perhaps since the human mind finds it so hard to adapt to the creation of all of this, to even come up with a logical theory, they can’t bc thry just do nott want to focus or think aout what is not known. or the unseen. or what has yet to be discovered. how paradoxal is it that baby bieds fly out into a world with #noregrets and never look back ,and  they are actaully physically venturing into the unknown. But humans on the other hand, freak out at the thought of not  knowing, so much so they literally convince themselvse that the asnwers “luck, chance, or just i don’t know, its just another life mystery,” seems to comfort them. If you don’t think about it, it will go away or will just become the right answer, based on nothing but their own brainwash infused with societial cancer, aka scientifical BULLSHIT is now considered science, unkowable evidence now counts as fact, history is not allowed to be used to form logical theories and no longer a valid source for finding the answers to the problems we currently face.

on the contrary

All humans want to be happy, if government or politics is involved in trade deals between working individuals and business, then the very definition of freedom from government becomes obsolete. Not to mention, freedom, at its core, is a guaranteed right which is meant for all mankind to utilize and grow in their own pursuits towards whatever makes them happy. Trade deals are conducted for the sole purpose of making all customers and businesses involved happy. Otherwise, why the heck are you in the position to do business in the first place? You began in the pursuit to make something out of your life, earn your money the moral way. The more successful your business becomes, the more successful those who you are in business with become. Just because you grow a business or want to branch out does not make you greedy. It makes you happy, and doing it the right way, making the right and smart decisions begins and ends with the relationship between the consumer and the buyer. The consumer loves a product so much, they feel as though they cannot live without it. Let’s just use iPhone for an example. So, the consumers will drop their entire monthly paychecks to buy a phone they feel as though they literally could not live without. The seller is giving the buyer what makes them happy. The buyer is giving the seller what makes them rich, and if a rich businessman is a happy man. Both are happy, both are satisfied with this deal.  If one of the parties was dissatisfied, the rights owed to an individual must always deal with their own version or pursuit of happiness. The seasons change, this is symbolic for our different minds and talents and attributes as humans. All of which contribute or go hand in hand with someone elses ideas or compassions in order for a relationship between lets say friends to be true friendship. True friendship consists of mutual happiness, which also means there is mutual respect, which also means that this respect came from each or either individual seeing a quality in another person they enjoy or find amusing, whatever it may be, it adds to their happiness. This is the root of life. Without differences, without our special attributes in a collective race, there would never be any point to the defintiton of “truly living.” Everyone  would require the same things to make them happy, meaning everyone would want to take the same career route, but not everyone in the world can have the same job. Hit up north korea, Venezuela, majority of the world, they would vouge for this same logic if they were allowed to speak up or for themselves. Howwever, something as simple as having a discussion would be very bad conversation if everyone had the same brain, same ambition, same character, same “happiness principles,” or pursuits to happiness. Don’t want to get into Socialism too deeply here, so let’s move on.

There must be some sort of happiness “principle.” I feel like Mill perhaps? coined this term. But, I also feel as though this happiness principle goes beyond modern philosophy. I am sure if I took the time to look into conscious, buddha, or Gandhi would too have some sort of “happiness principle,” or the key element which keeps the earth on its axis, eternally spinning and gathering momentum, for this is what needs to be maintained and protected for everyone to truly be happy. Constitutional Americans Principles are made out of a formula that goes much, much deeper and further back in history than most people probably realize. In fact, America’s foundation quite literally parallels the same exact events and natural order of things that occured during the Creation of all man, the beginning of a new order of the ages. Novus Ordo Seclorum was the new order or the Exodus that led humankind out of the Genesis of our entire Universe from the cosmic perspective, this new order, the Exodus or the salvation of mankind’s universal rights to own the freedoms guaranteed to us, and which contribute to the very reason we are here in the first place. To hold, “these truths to be self-evident, you have to discover them on your own. Among them are humanity’s right to LIFE, LIFE, LIFE—- for the sole purpose of pursuing happiness, because of G-d, our Father, who only wanted his kids to be happy and embrace His love and light. By sharing life with us humans, G-d created us in His Image, and that automatically calls for immortal existence, for G-d is eternal, His children are definitely eternal. WHAT exactly can a soul do without a body,  WHAT is a body function without a soul? It is not human, could not be considered humanity, and could therefore not be credibly listed as such. For, as the Torah and Constitutional principles tell us, humans must be able to truly LIVE, to be happy. Therefore, Heaven is where your soul meets your next body, forever and ever, we have the eternal right to be happy.

G-d does not throw away any creation, he recycles them, of course. G-d would never allow a soul to escape into “an abyss,” for his children must each be accounted for at all times, and the way He recognizes this is through our souls, each one is individual and has a seperate an encoding from the next. If even one soul does not find a body, or somehow subtracts, the entire universe would become unbalanced, the nature of all things would cease to exist. Eternal life means eternal life people, read the first few sentences of your bible, torah, qeran, etc. All different religions with different branches of beliefs, and yet

All Roads Lead to Rome.

To be continued.

-KBM,

In the meantime……

Some thoughts from my personal philosophy, some have been published and some have yet to be discovered. These are always ‘to be continued:’

“..If you really think about it, to fulfill one’s cosmic purpose, one must grasp the meaning of life itself. When a free individual chooses to pursue their greatest amount of happiness in this life, they are compliantly making a deal with their own souls to defy and protect themselves against an undesirable fate. The first step in any journey requires a game plan, and in this case, the game plan is seemingly endless. Stick to the game plan, remember that failure is not the end of the world, but rather, a form of art in which your canvass is your opportunity to repaint a new masterpiece, an even better one than the one before. The art of failure is your best bet to achieving your goals, for the path to achieving your wildest dreams will inevitably result so long as the individual grows from their mistakes. Each time a person fails, they become wiser. There is no question about it. Utilize your wiser being in accomplishing your wildest dreams and ultimately, your maximum potential, your purpose. Having the genuine knowledge and self-awareness of your own IMmortality is crucial in this life. Keep the laws of human nature close to your concious at all times. Don’t ever let any sign of discouragement lead you to believe otherwise. Believe in you. Have faith in your abilities. Don’t ever forget about your destiny. Not even for a moment. Aspiring to achieve your inner most passions is your purpose at its core. Even the smallest tasks in life require you to follow through with your mind set on your biggest goals. It’s necessary. Which is why forgetting it, even if only for a minute, is too big of a risk. Your future endeavors are too important to have the risk of becoming accustomed to one narrow way of thinking…Wisdom is the only conviction that sets the abstract apart from actual human existence. If you’ve got one but not the other, you will forever remain in the darkness.” 

K. Ben-Moyal, 2017

The secret to living is embracing the fact that you’re alive. In order to do this, one must succumb to the fact that human nature controls mankind. It has since the beginning of time. Once you realize the genuine virtues that humans are capable of developing within a single LIFEspan, and only through human nature/faith in G-d, only then may you be able to come to terms with conservatism. The only way to achieve the most infinite amount of possibilities is to preserve our Rights to living freely in a world governed by the laws of human nature. The notion to live in a free market and society begins and ends with a Republic which protects and encourages you to express these civil liberties. America continues to build its future with ancient glory because it works.

-K. Ben-Moyal, 2017

Freedom is like a flower. It opens up for the opportunity to grow. Much like the virtues which stem from liberty or the beauty which illuminates the radiant glow only found in a natural eco system, the sole purpose of any existence, comes with the acceptance of receiving this gift of life– and in turn, embracing it– by sharing it with the rest of your species.  From a historical and even a moral perspective, capitalism doesn’t look so greedy after all.

K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

“Truly believing in your universe is a key concept one should grasp if one wishes to further extend their understanding or knowledge.  Knowledge hasn’t any power without faith. There is more to life than just existing, and knowing that faith is always present within oneself gives you the key to unlock the miracles that only  this universe and all its wonders can thus provide.” 

-K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

“The Act of Forming an opinion is simple, however, forming an opinion based on fact can be quite difficult. This here is the reason that so many have their facts  and opinions intertwined to the point of no reason. 

-K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

“No shame disembarks upon postulates after office who advertise promises of pure deceit in return for votes– they sell their souls for political power and become most cherished by the very individuals on whom their scheming is effectuated.”

– K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

 

written last semester of Undergrad i believe:

Surrounded by lies
Trapped in a bubble of gloom
I am young but I feel as if I’m looking into the windows of nothingness & longing for the universe to take me to my next plane of existence
This is not supposed to be the mindset of me, a 24 year old woman and free
My youth still in tact, I worry I won’t be able to enjoy it in time.
How can I ?
The feeling I can’t help but acknowledge is one indescribable yet I am certain of it’s presence deep within me
I know I’ve always been different
But it seems I forgot about that whole part of me during my late middle/high school years
It seems that the karen Ben-moyal from the days of Beth yeshurun has come back to haunt me
Daunting on me more and more each day with my odd curiosity about life and all it’s wonders
Being helplessly inclined to build the bridges between myself and humanity itself
And dedicating every waking breath I breathe to figuring out the unknown
It’s an exhausting necessity for me
Like I’ve got some sort of OCD
That can never be satisfied
For how can one totally satisfy the urge to comprehend the forces at work
All around us
yet intangible
All abstract
yet powerful
What is life?
I can’t get it out of my head. Not until I solve this puzzle I’m told is impossible
Perhaps this it is for this very reason I choose to continue this pursuit
I’ve always conquered the impossible
My entire life
From winning school wide spelling bees to
Vp positions I never asked for—
To landing jobs i was told were out of my reach
Perhaps this is the very reason I can’t help myself from continuing my secret obsession; an obsession that very likely will end in disappointment
and at what cost?
I don’t care. All I want is to be as close to G-d as any human can be. I want to be able to create peace between nations, specifically the Middle East. I want to prove there is life after death because I know this to be true. The art of war is life itself, just ask Sun Tzu.
I want to save my generation, for the men who died before me–
For the ones who risked everything so I would lose nothing.
The ones who allowed me to experience this freedom Of thought that never leaves me.
I wish to secure these blessings to my posterity
And future generations to come.
I want to implement policies which benefit everyone.
I want to spread the ideas of capitalism to all nations so that they may know what it’s like to be free.
But most of all,
I want to redeem the memory
of my ancestors from the tribes of the yIsraelis
I want to restore justice for the fathers who built this nation In which I live so freely
Those who contributed to my DAR ancestry
Warrior on both sides of my family tree
Daughter of the American Revolution ~ Tennessee
Daughter of the levites,
daughter of an IdF soldier
Daughter of the of the light of the Torah and the 12 lost tribes ~~Israeli
I dedicate my soul to the ancestors of mine
who fought and prayed for peace and their land of Israel
and those who fought
against all odds
for their freeedom
in an oppressed land.
G-d did bless both my lone star states
with his own hand.
In sum,
what drives me the most
is the memory of the cosmos
From which I’ve descended
Stars animals constellations
And Any other part of my heritage,
Must be apprehended.
all sacrificed themselves in the name of what they knew was right.
This is the only reason to which I can’t give up hope, I won’t. No matter how impossible the goal,
One must Man up to take a bite.
So mind boggling — yet —
the more the pieces fall into place–
the more I crave to explore further–
The mysteries revealed right in front of us
The face
Of the human race
Reveals her identity at her own pace
I am chasing nothingness
to the oblivious- that is, the humans which walk about the Earth day by day, carrying on with their lives holding onto what they’ve been told or what they haven’t been told
My world accepts no guests but loneliness
Lonely because I empathize with the horrid and the lost and the confused and the ignorant
For I cannot help but feel deep empathy in any given situation
Some days it steals my soul
It always returns but the gaps in between the theft and retrieval of my soul are widening
I know too much but not enough
I cannot, for the life of me, figure out what it is I’m supposed to achieve with such an abundance of knowledge
One year ago I could not have said the same about myself
One year ago I had not even begun this journey
This journey I sought for the betterment of man kind
And now, even with all I’ve accomplished
I’ve yet to accomplish anything

It’s Friday night and yet I wait
For comfort to walk through the front door to give me a break
A break from myself
Because all that I am
Can never be
Understood much less tolerated
My past, present, and future are uncertain
But within the eyes of my Beholder
It is my fate
My fate which is sealed
Inscribed to be forever lonely
The days of my youth slip away
Ever so glowingly
What to do about this mess
Graduate, Karen, just graduate
It’s not the time to worry about who to impress

Letter written to my long lost brother

Good morning, each rising sun represents the start of a new beginning filled with new wind, light, and people. We thank G-d for the day you saw this light and decided to contact our fam. It’s meant the world to us and I know it has to you.

so I wanted to talk to you about something, perhaps give ya some sibling advice if you need it! (You know I’m always here for you, I don’t like to text so you can give me a call like you’ve for before if you want to talk further about this or anything else in the whoooole world)!:) I’m going to be honest, speak from my heart and just give you some perspective that you can meditate over. Don’t be shy, you can send me what you’re feeling too, I know that our family tends to have the “gene” that holds strong empathy. For everyone , but Especially when it comes to loved ones. Your pain is my pain, brah. Let’s figure out how to get you n lil you, (tanner), the best possible destiny and life. You’re never going to be alone when you have my mom and dad, daniel and me, Bella too, and the rest of the fowlkes clan!

You were really never alone; there was always someone caring for you and missing you going through hell bc she felt she had no other choice. I’ve been with you for years and years now, ever since you were in my diary, I became a part of your world. We just didn’t know it was coming or when it would happen, but like I wrote down in my diary, “I’m going to find my brother one day.”

And it happened before I graduated from college. Don’t mistake this as a coincidence, our reunion and your entrance into our family. This was no coincidence. I know this because coincidences do not exist. Coincidence is just a term that humans decided to give to the signs that touch our lives all the time. My knowledge on the universe and secret teaching of G-d, light, and meaning behind it all is something I was born into. Our blood is sacred blood. Mine from the 12 tribes of Israel and American revolutionaries. We come from a blood line warriors who fought and never settled for anything they knew was not right or fair. They fought with their lives so we could live here, free to make our own decisions in a democracy based on zero oppression.

While we are blessed with the ability to freely choose, we do not always choose freely. We hold onto fear. And this is the only thing keeping anyone in this world from accomplishing their wildest dreams and truest potentials. What is fear? A really annoying emotion that creeps in subtly at first but can grow into an entirely much bigger problem if you’re gut is still too afraid to let your innermost desires control your road to euphoric happiness and destinies. Fear seems small, but it comes in all shapes and sizes. I’ve had kids in politics come to me wanting to not do something bc they were afraid to speak in public or take on the responsibility of an organization without me there, etc. you know what? I felt the exact same way. Building an organization from myself and myself, after jumping head first into politics as my major, not really having anyone believe that I could accomplish much with such a degree. I felt that sinking feeling or being terrified for around a year until I landed on my feet in the field. But do you know why I succeeded? G-d. And his Way.

This is what I’ve come to know, and everything I say to you is true and from the heart , from my own personal experience, from God himself, from the signs I take in each and every day instead of mistaking them for coincidences. Nope. You must perceive the world around you as it truly is, not as others or society tells you it should be. That’s when you get distortion and develop fear. You think you can’t do something bc someone says you cant do it or because you think of how much you will struggle getting to where you want to be, where your heart wants you to be. G-d is giving you a choice right now, he gives us free will for life’s decisions and they can be big like deciding what to do about a broken marriage or changing your career path in the middle of your college career. One way will bring you an average amount of happiness at best, you may not be miserable but you will always find yourself wondering what could have been if you followed the fire in your gut. That is your soul. Your soul knows what path you should take, it gives you that feeling in your gut that wants to take over so badly but knows that it can only do so if your mind lets your fear go.

Truth: following your gut = following your eternal soul and G-ds highest plan for you to live your fullest life. If you choose correctly this is the Way or route you will take now and never have to look back and have that constant feeling of emptiness or remorse for not choosing yourself and your son over a person who blatantly threatens your family and is attempting to cut you off from us, completely. If you love someone, you would let them go if that’s what made them happy. To be honest I always knew the personality of your wife. I don’t know her name but I am literally the best people reader on the planet and this was kind of expected but I always thought billy can do way better than that lady so he’s going to be fine when it all falls apart. Her husband is in Prison and I’m guessing she guilt trips you by bringing her kids into it and saying you have to stay with her for the kids. This is the oldest trick in the evil witch book. Here’s something she and perhaps you may need to come to terms with: If you are unhappy in your marriage, and to me it looked like you both had been unhappy for years, maybe even since you first got married. If I were you I know I would feel like she forced you into a marriage you both knew was about you being there for kids with a dad in prison and pooor children left without dad needed to raise them. From the outside in it seemed that you two married bc you were a nice guy, she saw her next target, and seized the day. You are a nice guy, you’re funny , good looking, smart and you deserve a wife that matches up to you. I am sorry but witch is far below. And think about tanner. Wouldn’t you want him to look up to a mother figure that treats you with respect and has something or even a little warmth to offer ? Your wife gave my chills at the park, she was obviously unhappy about you being with us that day and she made it obvious that she wasn’t going to put up with it from then on. Tanner sees this. Her kids see it but what can they do ?
TBH I see you in pics all the time with her kids and taking pics with them but I’ve seen absolutely zero of her and tanner. And it’s like G-d sees all of this too.

Nothing great ever came from choosing the easy way out. Every truly great success story – whether is be for love or career – was built with spine.

Meaning

Finding true love takes guts. True love takes not settling for anything less than what is right for you. True love takes passion and courage and motivation from family and friends beside you the entire way. (See exhibit a is starting even before it began).

Btw, I’m famous for my motivational speaking skills, my empathetic nature combines with your soul energy and I’m able to talk and listen to anyone who seeks my guidance– political or spiritual — or anything in between. I am telling you this because you should know some things in life are supposed to happen. Let them happen. Why are you forcing yourself to stay with a woman who called me and mom and Tennessee fam strangers ? She claims my mom forced you to TN, along with a lot of other crap. Not to mention, what does he bad marriage have to do with my mom and your family being in your life.

Family is everything. The people who will always be there for you and on your side are right here in front of you. I’m sure she’s using some kind of sneaky coercion saying that you do not belong with a family who gave you up or whatever her desperate ass can come up with…
Manipulation and lies. This woman knows what makes your fear grow and your heart sink. She uses family as an excuse to blame you for not being happy.

Here is my question- Were you not happy when you called me when you came back from Tennessee? My mom and the family were on cloud 9, y’all had so many cute stories and fun pictures. It breaks my heart to think of how “high on life” you were after you visited Tennessee and after you came to Houston to see you settling and giving into someone pressuring you to be unhappy for the sake of herself and her own insecurities. Her messaging my mom is her being insecure. She was insecure when she came here for like a whole day right after she came here. I really can’t imagine what she puts you through. Billy you are really like a 10 and she is somewhere between 0.2-0.9 on a scale from 0-10. Yeah you don’t want to break up a marriage, who the hell fpws? But if it’s not meant to be, no keeping you from family charade or anything else will keep you guys together. I think you know if your heart all of this, your gut just needs to overpower your brain. Use your love for tanner and his well being and your feelings when you’re with my family and we are with you as a tool to conquer and be strong.

Was is pure happiness to you?

Reuniting with a mother who has regretted not keeping you since the day she had you, a brother and sister who love you and an entire family in Tennessee that up and stopped their lives to bring you to Tennessee and to drive to Houston and sleep on floors and couches in a packed house… they were over the moon to be here, each and everyone of my moms family members told me how much this meant to them. They know my mom had been waiting for this day to come her whole life (pretty much). They came to celebrate with her, rejoice in G-ds decision to bring us back together, and to make up for lost time. It meant the world. No matter what you decide to do, your wife can’t keep us from trying to be in your life no matter whT. Mom is so devastated it’s like taking something she’s wanted for so long and can’t imagine ever letting you go again, and making it happen because some old broad says so? Tanner would be better off without her, there’s no true connection on her part there. I can see it and I am not even around you guys often.

What happiness , if at all, are you getting out of your marriage? I want you to mediate on something i truly believe is happening-

I think you finding out fam was not only G-D bringing you back to us, it was G-d showing you what true happiness has in store for you, and by giving you a supportive family to stand beside you through thick and thin, no matter what, G-d brought us together for you to see the true light of love. What real love is, and give you enough support to get you through something you deeply desire, but never thought you could ever truly do alone. It’s not a coincidence that she’s blaming all of her problems on our family. This is G-d showing you that it is coming to the time you made the choice. He gave you a family who loves you no matter what and until the very end to support you in the decision you make. Now the fact she’s almost made you an ultimatum to choose between us and her, is beyond enough proof that this is playing out with G-ds plan to guide you on your highest path to your destiny of love and endless happiness.

notes:

Beat of a drum connects to heart rhythm and probably sound at its core

The soul is the drum of our heart beats.

The echo = rhythm
The shadow of sunlight = darkness / night
The shadow of darkness = sunlight / day
The sound of a horn = sound
Eye shadow = sun
Pure = in all senses
Foundation = structure
Moonbeam

Thou art sovereign leader
Please hear our praise unto you
Eternal presence

Let us embrace you,
Leader of the universe
For the uniqueness
You have bestowed on
The survivors of Zion
Our destinies yours

Grace our souls with love
Eternal prosperity
And your devotion

Glorious is you
Thank you for this existence
Eternally yours

May my soul stay pure
Now, then, and forevermore
Guide me in your strength

Please keep me humble
For it is justice I seek
Ancestors redeemed

My entity is encompassed with your insight,
A symbolic twig held onto by my soul

Like a dove carrying a twig in its beak

Your inner peace that shines through me was bestowed unto me at my life’s peak

Your essence gives me hope in the stars so bright,
And guides me through this journey we call life;

In time, the path I am destined to follow

Will be made visible by your light.

 

Growing more each day
Let me help you bring earth peace
I vow to obey
Your every righteous command
Maker, although you will never need anything more than the
powers you possess
And which surpass
Anything anyone has ever known
Please place me as your pawn on this global game of 4-D chess
Allow me to serve you
Or at least try
For I pick up on your signs often
And if I end up in a coffin
It will be in the name of my creator
And my creator will show mercy on me,
Even in temporary death

 

Life in the making

 

Surrounded by lies
Trapped in a bubble of gloom
I am young but I feel as if I’m looking into the windows of nothingness & longing for the universe to take me to my next plane of existence
This is not supposed to be the mindset of me, a 24 year old woman and free
My youth still in tact, I worry I won’t be able to enjoy it in time.
How can I ?
The feeling I can’t help but acknowledge is one indescribable yet I am certain of it’s presence deep within me
I know I’ve always been different
But it seems I forgot about that whole part of me during my late middle/high school years
It seems that the karen Ben-moyal from the days of Beth yeshurun has come back to haunt me
Daunting on me more and more each day with my odd curiosity about life and all it’s wonders
Being helplessly inclined to build the bridges between myself and humanity itself
And dedicating every waking breath I breathe to figuring out the unknown
It’s an exhausting necessity for me
Like I’ve got some sort of OCD
That can never be satisfied
For how can one totally satisfy the urge to comprehend the forces at work
All around us
yet intangible
All abstract
yet powerful
What is life?
I can’t get it out of my head. Not until I solve this puzzle I’m told is impossible
Perhaps this it is for this very reason I choose to continue this pursuit
I’ve always conquered the impossible
My entire life
From winning school wide spelling bees to
Vp positions I never asked for—
To landing jobs i was told were out of my reach
Perhaps this is the very reason I can’t help myself from continuing my secret obsession; an obsession that very likely will end in disappointment
and at what costs?
I don’t care. All I want is to be as close to G-d as any human can be. I want to be able to create peace between nations, specifically the Middle East. I want to prove there is life after death because I know this to be true. I want to save my generation, for the men who died before me–
the ones who risked everything so I would lose nothing.
The ones who allowed me to experience this freedom Of thought that never leaves me.
I wish to secure these same blessings to my posterity and future generations to come.
I want to implement policies which benefit everyone.
I want to spread the ideas of capitalism to all nations so that they may know what it’s like to be free.
But most of all,
I want to redeem the memory
of my ancestors from the tribes of Israel and free masons past
And restore justice for the fathers who built this nation In which I live so freely
I believe my DAR ancestry combined with my direct bloodline or possibly even my soul — from those who fought and prayed for peace for the land of Israel. In sum, what drives me the most is the memory of whomever I’ve descended from– on either side of my heritage, all of them sacrificed themselves in the name of what they knew was right.
This is the only reason to which I can’t give up hope, I won’t. No matter how impossible the goal.
So mind boggling — yet — the more the pieces fall into place– the more I crave to explore further
I am chasing nothingness to the oblivious- that is, the humans which walk about the Earth day by day, carrying on with their lives holding onto what they’ve been told or what they haven’t been told
My world accepts no guests but loneliness
Lonely because I empathize with the horrid and the lost and the confused and the ignorant
For I cannot help but feel deep empathy in any given situation
Some days it steals my soul
It always returns but the gaps in between the theft and retrieval of my soul are widening
I know too much but not enough
I cannot, for the life of me, figure out what it is I’m supposed to achieve with such an abundance of knowledge
One year ago I could not have said the same about myself
One year ago I had not even begun this journey
This journey I sought for the betterment of man kind
And now, even with all I’ve accomplished
I’ve yet to accomplish anything

It’s Friday night and yet I wait
For comfort to walk through the front door to give me a break
A break from myself
Because all that I am
Can never be
Understood much less tolerated
My past, present, and future are uncertain
But within the eyes of my Beholder
It is my fate
My fate which is sealed
Inscribed to be forever lonely
The days of my youth slip away
Ever so glowing

 

“What I’m fighting for is worth a whole lot more than silver and gold— what I’m fighting for, is a chance to unite the past.” To build a future with ancient glory is to illuminate The rays of wisdom that can be felt upon your skin and used as
The sun now; and within you, as you lay underneath fourthat of which originated in genesis — when The wisdom of the first beam of life was able to explode into a fiery flames, which can only be combusted if a vessel is heated enough at this spee at which your energy can keep up with the mass that is collected by the speed of light that vacuums through the air and that of which reproduce the first form of life itself, the ray that secured the lights that shine within received by our one true universal creator the light that gave the gifts in which it received the same exact way our lives should be lived. To receive a gift means that you cannot ever give that gift back for the giver does not wish for it back, however the gift that you were given is meant to be shared with others, for if we are alone and I love how can we truly love anyone, luck is just the gift given to you by God at the time and place you have deserve to receive it and what you do with your lock that you received, depending on how big or small, is how your next lock or your next choice will be given. Chance is the statistical equivalent of a moral arguments Hidden Beneze the math of what chance of stray life itself is to again which is an infinite number of zeros

And coincidences simply the fact of a good or a bad choice you made, if you made a good decision you will get good rewards and that coincidence that comes is the sine needed for you to be able to determine if your choice was either good or bad and you again have a choice when you receive a coincidence to follow that sign from the universe or to continue on with your life
that lived out of all of them beams of lights that shine with him. The fire in your gut that has always been there since literally the first big bang explosion when God said let there be light, that light transferred into the energy by way of vessel vessel that contains your light is the body is it is up to your mind and can be heard in the whispers of the story quiet night, to listen, Tuesday, to hear, and to smell, is to tangibly prove that all things done through high faith in our one universal creator, against all odds stand up for justice and with the purest intentions with the most calculated outcomes you’ve planned ahead for, through hard work and originality, through high faith in yourself your abilities and the abilities of your creator that guide you towards decisions and choices in life, you and every single other person or rather slow living on in this world has a series of choices that could be pictured in the form of a latter, lock chance coincidence and all things characterized or defined by man or the acts of man, one cannot be fooled into the reality that exists here which is tangible, the air we breathe is in the wind that blows . The water that sustains us inside and out can be touched and cleansed by your body and your soul and your mind if it’s your hearts intent.

Chance coincidence R merely the cause and effect of climbing, declining, or deciding not to climb and stay at same point on this ladder of love, faith, afacing are the stepping stones which are very possible for you and everyone else in the world to achieve your own wildest dreams, conquering your fear is and illuminating those fears comes, doing what’s just instead of what society says is correct, it only takes one to inspire A movement, and with your choices have chance remember that so where everybody else’s. However, creating the closest relationship and building the trust that God put in you when he created you by claiming his latter towards your purpose on this earth, making the right decision when you are given a choice is both the calls and the effect of that decision is the choice you chose on your own terms.

One could call it karma, as karma is based on a similar scale rights and wrongs taking initiative or sitting back and watching your opportunity slip by, being fearful of what society may think, envisioning the power of your Lord through the power of the steps you take in knowing One could call it karma, as karma is based on a similar scale rights and wrongs taking initiative or sitting back and watching your opportunity slip by, being fearful of what society may think, envisioning the power of your Lord through the power of the steps you take in knowing your conscience is clear, you have followed the 613 commandments or asked forgiveness and then took two steps forward afterwords, this is the latter you pick and choose where you land. There is no limit to all things in the here and now for all of it is tangible and all of it is made up of us, for every being is made up of stars and every star is made up of the light we can all decide to embrace or to refuse to ignite, to love, to truly love the father of all mankind, is To truly trust in his plan for you. This means that every step of your latter should be taken without fear involved, no stop is too high, no task is too daunting, no dream is impossible to live out, for we all dream for reason those who are the dreamers the follow the Darien set and our hearts, buried deep within the soul that is a cosmic memory, those who seek to find will remember. Once you find what you seek your memory becomes clearer and clearer the Nestall Gia of your soul beats to the drum of the fiery furnace thing and like in our core of you and me and the sea that the earth itself is spinning on the axis which exists which is here. Chance coincidence and lock none of which are tangible, do not exist in the heart and soul of any of us nor the cosmos. Do not be fooled by the axles man, God is dumb as revealed in a whole new plan use your senses first use the five you know about, find the other 56789 and 10, unveil the secrets with then so you may perform the duties of the miracles the life that your soul desires, the life that God desires for your soul, your destiny. It’s your choice, to be born into live is not the same as to be created into the miracles which every Single if you want is capable of. So no, as you can probably already tell, there is no doubt in my mind that a this will work out, for it is the path that I chose to pursue when God presented the opportunity to me, as I’ve done in all things since as far back as I can remember, if I may take a wrong turn or two this is good, To learn is to fail and to fail is to grow the branches of your tree past the roots of the beanstalk the latter the rocket ship the energy racing at the same speed and space and time as The speed of light attaches to the mass and witches there of continually produced, forever and ever, into more and more matter, eternal matter. Shoot The bow of your existence into the atmosphere of space and time to pretend that the force of gravity is not here with you and that you are shooting your arrow from the moon, can you believe this arrow will be shooting on and on and on and on literally. No stop posts just more matter traveling at the same speed and say I wanna volume of energy which is what it takes to create a hold onto the vessel that is the vacuum that is the light which begins in all life, and only if you are aware, I mean truly aware and above all the daily life and strife you still believe what you already know in your soul because it was planted there with the seeds of the first tree the Olivetree the liberty tree the tree that gathers all the Revels the tyrants freedom fighters, And all others who are brave enough to stand the Neath the tree and battle, I’ll numbered surrounded or on capable of winning,These are the acts of man , The falsities the thoughts that are in no way the realities of any situation for look at all of history the greatest of the great achieved what was always impossible, breathing is impossible being hair living sideways sleeping with your chest facing the rest of the solar system that is actually just made up of the same chemical elements as you yourself are.

 

With that being said, what is the capitalist system corrupted? Free trade and a global Enterprises work best for those who choose to keep it apart from politics and instead trade with individuals and businesses of your choice. If you are not told who and who not to trade with? It will be a beneficial relationship trade-wise for both parties, as long as politicians stay out of your economic prosperity and growth. Once you allowed government in the business of true capitalist Pursuits, you are allowing for corruption, enslavement, and really violating Freedom At Its core. One who succeeds by trading fairly and making smart business deals can grow their corporations as far and wide as they choose, the difference is they are doing it fairly without government involvement and by choice of who they choose to trade with, the producer and the consumer agree upon that relationship. This Amazon piece of s*** has ties to the biggest monopolizing power hungry politicians out there. The way that he created Amazon, especially to be as such a monopoly as it is, was not done by treating the people he is in business with the sellers of Amazon that grow his business for him fairly. That’s not capitalism, that’s encroaching government enslavement, and hurting economic Prosperity domestically and globally for businesses working hard to make a living under a Scream & Power of a government trade deal without even knowing it. The Democrats have totally ruined the whole concept of free trade and what globalization actually is so I totally understand where you’re coming from, but perhaps this can give you some perspective.
This is just shameful, nothing but pure shame to those who blatantly ignore the vigorous antisemitism sweeping the nation and specifically — college campuses. If I didn’t know any better, I would say that antisemitism has not in fact originated throughout our college campuses merely due to the presidential of Donald J. Trump. This is the argument of the simple-minded or the mind-controlled. The backwardness of this whole thing is disturbing to say the least. Warning– I feel a rant coming on: First off- note that this argument is the highlight of discussion, mostly for people who don’t have a clue as to what the actual situation is in the Middle east. It is THE most distorted form of backwards and hypocritical misconceptions out there, the highlight for fake news because they get to come up with stories on a country that is far, far away… Stupid Americans could never really get to the bottom of what is really going on there, how can they? news broadcasters are uninformed and unfamiliar with it themselves. After all, it is a foreign region, where nobody has the true capability to debunk their utter nonsense right? WRONG. The middle eastern conflict is without a doubt the most distorted in the view of American perspectives. The reasons for this should stand out and blind you with rays of reality, should be so apparent that these rays of light hit you stronger than the direct reflection into the sun. SIGNIFICANT in noting— Most Americans have never been outside of America, what makes you think they will go as far as fact-checking their little fake news and buzzfeed BS sources? You think your professors know anything about Israel, or even the Middle East in general? Can they even point to the State of Israel if it was shown to them on a map? From my college experience as a whole, I can say for certain that 99% of the time, the answers to these questions is a sad, hard NO. The hypocrisy levels of kids born in my generation is inconceivable really– In a nutshell: The five most important things you need to know to be a liberal 1. – 2. – 3. – 4. – 5. – What you need to know to be a conservative 1. Math 2. Morality 3. History 4. Business 5. Science The truth is you really don’t need to know anything to be a liberal. In all seriousness, it is mind-boggling how far off and ignorant my generation is when it comes to the subject of Israel and its place in the world. Instead of actually taking the time to research the data and reliable resources for statistics on what is ACTUALLY going on in the middle east, you choose to regurgitate what you have been told by your self-righteous educators, who sit in their ivory buildings scamming those who don’t comply with their beliefs. Oh, and your news/social media outlets that Obama himself deemed as FAKE news. Fake news means fake news. These under the table profit seekers, yet no longer gainers, fortunately, thanks to the election of our new president — brainwash you into thinking good is evil and evil is good. See a problem with this? I should hope so. Liberal ignorance on the elementary concepts which define the differences between right and wrong, has gotten to the point where they actually believe their illogical arguments and race-card reasoning to the point where they think they are capable of defending it. Keep in mind, what they are defending is actually the simulation process which sets in motion a miserable excuse-line for a long, stereotypical (literally) list of sorry excuses based on irrelevant argument points, with zero bases for anything other than your appearance. The next step in the process involves their immoral judgement of you as a human being– they attack your outside, your spirit, you as a person in general– and in their personal quest for self-righteousness– they begin spewing their hatred, racism, sexism, misogynistic, anti-LGBTQ, and most commonly noticeable of all, is their Antisemitism– which is the monster inside of them that shines brightest of all, revealing itself by attacking your gender, ethnicity, sexuality, religion etc. The ridiculousness of this manifest that has swarmed into the lives of college campuses is in no way a form of “fighting the power” or protecting anyone, nobody benefits from this foolishness in fact. Just like pulling the race card has become of popular use within today’s society and their “form” of debate, simple minded debating that is. These anti-Israel protesters and Palestinian activists are straight up— displaying modern forms of Antisemitism–within public institutions nationwide– in broad daylight. I guess safe-spaces within college campuses only apply to those who complain and whine all day about oppressing others who are not oppressed themselves and then throwing a tantrum onto someone who they themselves, oppress. Go figure this is what American Universities have succumb to. The undying presence that is constantly pressurizing on the backs of every college kid, or maybe tis just me….?

 

1948

 

Jerusalem, humanity’s very first embassy;

Origins of the first planted seeds;

Sprouted With light, love, faith, and liberty;

A desert only blooms when hope prayer and fate;

Are shared by an unbroken bond, lit with an eternal flame;

The Tree of Life, the roots of all mankind;

Our worldly Branches connected;

An ancient species restored;

Bonded by prophecy,

in Hope; never fear;

With a passion for purpose— one quite clear;

To honor democracy;

to grow autonomously:

To gain independence,

And spread the wings;

Of freedom, peace,

And economic prosperity;

Unto their neighbors, and now all over the world

In gratitude they give thanks;

To the world,

To their Rock;

To the Redeemer, Adonai;

And of course, To their most cherished ally…

Those who have been awaiting reunion

Ever since Genesis—

In fact, only nation in history Never to wish the Israelites harm;

The United States of America,

For the first time in 2,800 years, took Yisrael under their arms;

It’s Foundations structured in pure *לב*

From Tel Aviv to the Red Sea,

Beyond The Sea of Galilee to the sand dunes of the Negev;

Happiness finally fulfilled,

For All cultures of the world now preserved;

The history of all of us is now Secured;

The entire globe welcome,

Free to return and rejoice;

 

.ירושלימ של זהב

Jerusalem of Gold;

Lives on;

In our hearts and in our Universe;

The redeemers of Zion

Now, too, have a voice;

The Land of Israel belongs you and me.for the sake of our posterity.

Let us keep our Holy Land prosperous and free;

“היא מדינת ישראל.”

She is the State of Israel.

~ Forever & Ever

.Amen.

 

Let it burn, let it shine, may this flame of life ignite

Eternally, inside of me, Ive come to realize,

The flame which lights my soul,

Are the rays which sparked you and me, hard to believe but this

wisdom is sealed into my destiny,

Origins of the the universe are carved into the soul

Indescribable, yet so are dreams deja vi and black holes

All of sudden reality kicks in

And the explanations for such phenomena

Not sure how

Not sure why

But I know I’ve always had it stored within my heart

Dormant in front of our eyes

And In time

I hope for You to soon realize

Suddenly all that science and religion cannot describe

Come alive in my mind

No not as pure imagination

But obvious facts of life

Like an equation of destiny so on par

The vessel that was the very first shooting star

never really went too far

Once you accept this faith of Indescribably permanent wisdom makes it undeniable

Once you’ve opened your eyes you soon realize that very same wisdom set in me, is the me of the past future and present galaxy

Always has been and always will be

For The roots of my tree cannot tell a lie

My Destiny lies in phi

My soul is phi

Yeeah The golden ratio of life

It shines away the shadows

I can feel the beat of

The heart of my soul

By The rhythm in my gut

The drum flowing through my veins

The electric current shaping outer space

The bow and the fire

the arrow, the dragon you admire

That drum inside Remnants of new and old law hidden beneath

My Humility standing in the way of answers that haunt me

Daunting

taunting at my consciousness

Sharing with me the ability to prove my existence

I know I must let let go

Of any conformity to forget what I’ve always been told

Push past my comfortability

then Hashem will once again

send me truths no one else can see

And I then Again I realize I am not alone

The more truths sent to me

The more my mind is blown

And I know

I must let go

Of any doubt once shown

For My inner light

Will no longer deny the

Magic of our reality

The work that is beyond you and me

I only know

I must accept the knowledge consistent in me

You can Call it a conspiracy

Call it black magic, or

Call it a dream

Just know; Hashem creates our life stream

For life as we truly know, is quite literally but a dream

Beyond all that is known

beyond all human comprehension

There’s no form of expression

Accurate enough to depict

Who I am, what I am, and what I will always be in the eyes of a manifestation of stars

A pilgrim of a never ending solar eclipse

On a journey to fulfill a prophecy

A covenant bound by The destiny of me is a solR plexus

An entity Realigned to give life hope and meaning

A purpose to take away strife

A world without war

A world united at its core

for all dimensions through all time space

For all walks of life,

plants, insects, animals, the human race

Every attempt to disbelieve the proof

has only but solidified the evidence

Becoming aloof

So clear now, so beyond concrete

My birth right set in stone

and unraveling the obsolete

The strength sent to my heart

through an abyss of fire, Water, wind, spiraling down worlds apart

Hashem, has always shown me these signs

Throughout my heaven here on earth I’ve come to find

Throughout all my years, through pain suffering victory and hurt

My cosmic memory unfolded through a divine awakening

With every breath I breathe and every lesson I perceive

The hidden secrets buried deep

My souls cosmic history

Sent clues from up above and from my past

The Hints sent to my heart

have become self realizations stemmed from another life in which

I’ve Come to find

The jogging of my cosmic inheritance goes so far back

That the same matter that held onto existence

Or life as as we know it

Was the energy that started all of this, Call it the big bang call a creationism,

But You mustn’t give into bliss

both science and G-d are one in the same

You and me are the beacon set free we’ve ended up here on the same plane

Bresishet or in the beginning

Out of darkness grew a light

An eternal flame that is us

only to be kept alive

Through a mass which held on

It held on so tight That a tiny ray of light Emerged into life as we know it

Became the miracle of miracles

The miracle of a ray survives out of the midst still today

We call it The miracle of life

once the vessels shattered this miracle became

The miracle of song

And then as if it was set to repeat

The miracle of light became the universe

Related to me

All of this that came from nothingness

A place that only knew darkness and where nothing else could survive

A vacuum of beams could flow and become multiplied

The arms of Sagittarius now stretched out

Open wide

And this is the energy that remains to this day

Is how The renewal of creation came to be

On a beam of light A life cycle was set in motion to survive

for the hands of time to reproduce, and revive

That’s why we celebrate hannukah

Hence “festival of lights “

 

written last semester of Undergrad i believe:

 

Surrounded by lies

Trapped in a bubble of gloom

I am young but I feel as if I’m looking into the windows of nothingness & longing for the universe to take me to my next plane of existence

This is not supposed to be the mindset of me, a 24 year old woman and free

My youth still in tact, I worry I won’t be able to enjoy it in time.

How can I ?

The feeling I can’t help but acknowledge is one indescribable yet I am certain of it’s presence deep within me

I know I’ve always been different

But it seems I forgot about that whole part of me during my late middle/high school years

It seems that the karen Ben-moyal from the days of Beth yeshurun has come back to haunt me

Daunting on me more and more each day with my odd curiosity about life and all it’s wonders

Being helplessly inclined to build the bridges between myself and humanity itself

And dedicating every waking breath I breathe to figuring out the unknown

It’s an exhausting necessity for me

Like I’ve got some sort of OCD

That can never be satisfied

For how can one totally satisfy the urge to comprehend the forces at work

All around us

yet intangible

All abstract

yet powerful

What is life?

I can’t get it out of my head. Not until I solve this puzzle I’m told is impossible

Perhaps this it is for this very reason I choose to continue this pursuit

I’ve always conquered the impossible

My entire life

From winning school wide spelling bees to

Vp positions I never asked for—

To landing jobs i was told were out of my reach

Perhaps this is the very reason I can’t help myself from continuing my secret obsession; an obsession that very likely will end in disappointment

and at what cost?

I don’t care. All I want is to be as close to G-d as any human can be. I want to be able to create peace between nations, specifically the Middle East. I want to prove there is life after death because I know this to be true. The art of war is life itself, just ask Sun Tzu.

I want to save my generation, for the men who died before me–

For the ones who risked everything so I would lose nothing.

The ones who allowed me to experience this freedom Of thought that never leaves me.

I wish to secure these blessings to my posterity

And future generations to come.

I want to implement policies which benefit everyone.

I want to spread the ideas of capitalism to all nations so that they may know what it’s like to be free.

But most of all,

I want to redeem the memory

of my ancestors from the tribes of the yIsraelis

I want to restore justice for the fathers who built this nation In which I live so freely

Those who contributed to my DAR ancestry

Warrior on both sides of my family tree

Daughter of the American Revolution ~ Tennessee

Daughter of the levites,

daughter of an IdF soldier

Daughter of the of the light of the Torah and the 12 lost tribes ~~Israeli

I dedicate my soul to the ancestors of mine

who fought and prayed for peace and their land of Israel

and those who fought

against all odds

for their freeedom

in an oppressed land.

G-d did bless both my lone star states

with his own hand.

In sum,

what drives me the most

is the memory of the cosmos

From which I’ve descended

Stars animals constellations

And Any other part of my heritage,

Must be apprehended.

all sacrificed themselves in the name of what they knew was right.

This is the only reason to which I can’t give up hope, I won’t. No matter how impossible the goal,

One must Man up to take a bite.

So mind boggling — yet —

the more the pieces fall into place–

the more I crave to explore further–

The mysteries revealed right in front of us

The face

Of the human race

Reveals her identity at her own pace

I am chasing nothingness

to the oblivious- that is, the humans which walk about the Earth day by day, carrying on with their lives holding onto what they’ve been told or what they haven’t been told

My world accepts no guests but loneliness

Lonely because I empathize with the horrid and the lost and the confused and the ignorant

For I cannot help but feel deep empathy in any given situation

Some days it steals my soul

It always returns but the gaps in between the theft and retrieval of my soul are widening

I know too much but not enough

I cannot, for the life of me, figure out what it is I’m supposed to achieve with such an abundance of knowledge

One year ago I could not have said the same about myself

One year ago I had not even begun this journey

This journey I sought for the betterment of man kind

And now, even with all I’ve accomplished

I’ve yet to accomplish anything

 

It’s Friday night and yet I wait

For comfort to walk through the front door to give me a break

A break from myself

Because all that I am

Can never be

Understood much less tolerated

My past, present, and future are uncertain

But within the eyes of my Beholder

It is my fate

My fate which is sealed

Inscribed to be forever lonely

The days of my youth slip away

Ever so glowingly

What to do about this mess

Graduate, Karen, just graduate

It’s not the time to worry about who to impress

 

 

L-O-V-E ל-ב ==> the epitome of ==> the eternal flame ignited within all we are today. Keep these kinds of truths close to your heart in all endeavors, not just for your own sake, nor my own , but for all of humanity. and more importantly, for the permanent ignition of beams which illuminate the world & out of The Eternal Flame — the seeds which defied the greatest odds against the darkness that was always nothingness buried to be uncovered within all of us.

 

Because Every human being has it stored within their core beings, however, it is up to ppl like us to secure that light within those who don’t even know it exists within themselves. We must keep spreading this wisdom so that it may never diffuse.

 

Am Yisrael Chai, brothers and sisters, humanity. The struggle is worth the fight in the end– never lose The Hope and may we always justify what’s right, even in the presence of those who surround us with discouragement, those who, at all times, only counting on their guises which fuel their anti- Semitic hate– that of which is why their hatred spreads so rapidly, like a wild fire or leprosy. In our hearts and souls, we know what is right, and we must fight for this goodness to prevail — for the sole purpose of this is to secure this light and harbor it unto our posterity, and so unto theirs. For it was this very wisdom that derived from justice itself, as we ourselves know it, and the souls of humanity as they once knew it. For Hashem. hopefully through all the strife — the rest of the world will recognize the blessings that stemmed from the hate we fought through and against. And one day, the souls of the innocent will know this inner flame and cherish in time. Thank you for your efforts, I promise that the WILL will pay off so long as we diligently honor the Will destined and carved into our very being. Our souls are meant to be shared through a bond so strong that if secured by us, will Radiate throughout the universe once more . For it our duty to protect it, for now, we must remain resilient, for His Word, the human race; and for the purpose of sharing the love & the Wisdom which always renews and creates with the rest of eternity;

 

The moment I realized my life’s path combined my birth state, Texas , where I was raised in Houston but born in San Marcos, combined with my israeli-American heritage, along with my abundance of passion and advanced focus in foreign analysis and how to use these passions towards saving the world. I knew the only way to save the world was by influencing American democracy around the world and implementing strategies that would around the work for each oppressed peoples from Africa to Guatemala to far- east Asia, to the Middle East, I looked into the routes I could take to achieve this higher purpose, how I could meet my goals by the time graduation came around, and finally, what position would perfectly merge my skills, talents, “deft for diplomacy,” and I discovered that I would emerge best and most successfully to implement strategies towards freeing oppressed peoples from their government enslavement, and then — I added up the choices— and I decided that the State department foreign service officer, public diplomat position to be more specific, was the venue I needed to be able to share our American ways of government and freedom unto the rest of humanity, who deserve the, “blessings of liberty to be given to themselves and as well as their posterity,” and to stabilize such strategic plans by never letting go of your life’s passions, especially one sent by G-d Himself.

Anyways, life here in America, I.e. living freely in a free market; is taken for grand so much these days and by my generation or perhaps the younger one right before mine, however, the greatest amount of happiness should be allotted and made position unto all peoples or human beings throughout the globe— no matter which flag your country flies, we are all of the same human race or species, and all human beings d serve to fulfill their greatest happinesses and live in freedom.

The meaning of life & death is Love, joy, loved ones, food, shelter, national holidays, religious holidays, land, sea, air, fire, The act of gift giving is a selfless one for both the giver and the receiver. In life, gifts are given for the sole purpose of giving. If both parties participating in this exchange are truly selfless in their intentions, both would act according to the laws of universal truths. This would mean that the giver cannot ask for the gift back once it has been given, and the receiver should use the gift for an unselfish purpose– the receiver would in turn share their gift with others. This here is another basic argument for why death could not exist, not in any universe, nor any dimension, throughout all space-time. Why would one assume that the gift of life given to us by our Creator would ever have to be returned? Life is G-d’s gift to humanity, it would be silly to assume he would need or ask for it back— ever. Once a gift is given, it’s yours. However, the human receivers must decide how they choose to enjoy the gift. In other words. Life is a gift, and it’s the greatest gift ever given. We are in the driver seat of that destiny, the most for satisfying car ever driven.

And it is our duty, as the receivers of this precious gift, to share our lives with others

Simply because Our lives are literally meant to be shared with others.

No return policies, no take backs.

No shortcuts no game hacks

The same rules apply to our Supreme Giver. The gift of life is here to stay for all those who breathe with beating hearts and flesh can receive their share of array

How foolish is it to say that the Almighty would ever want this gift back?? And why would he ever want to take it away?… it’s ours for the choosing. It had already been decided upon out births that this the gift of life belonged to us, forever and ever. Only once we realize we must share our permanent gifts with mankind and vice versa, we will reach our highest potential. In other words, if we embrace the most selfless act– of giving and receiving– the ultimate purpose of our infinite existence– will reveal itself.

 

Each rising sun represents the start of a new beginning filled with new wind, light, and people. We thank G-d for the day we saw this light and decided to share the product of a star, of all stars, and to be able to enlighten and redeem the suffering of those enslaved since before American governance came into the global stage to set records and create victorious strides the rest of our world never saw coming.

 

I’m going to be honest, speak from my heart and just give you some perspective that you can meditate over. Don’t be shy, you can send me what you’re feeling too, Your pain is my pain, brah.

 

This was no coincidence. I know this because coincidences do not exist. Coincidence is just a term that humans decided to give to the signs that touch our lives all the time. My knowledge on the universe and secret teaching of G-d, light, and meaning behind it all is something I was born into. Our blood is sacred blood. Mine from the 12 tribes of Israel and American revolutionaries. We come from a blood line warriors who fought and never settled for anything they knew was not right or fair. They fought with their lives so we could live here, free to make our own decisions in a democracy based on zero oppression. While we are blessed with the ability to freely choose, we do not always choose freely. We hold onto fear. And this is the only thing keeping anyone in this world from accomplishing their wildest dreams and truest potentials. What is fear? A really annoying emotion that creeps in subtly at first but can grow into an entirely much bigger problem if you’re gut is still too afraid to let your innermost desires control your road to euphoric happiness and destinies. Fear seems small, but it comes in all shapes and sizes. I’ve had kids in politics come to me wanting to not do something bc they were afraid to speak in public or take on the responsibility of an organization without me there, etc. you know what? I felt the exact same way. Building an organization from myself and myself, after jumping head first into politics as my major, not really having anyone believe that I could accomplish much with such a degree. I felt that sinking feeling or being terrified for around a year until I landed on my feet in the field. But do you know why I succeeded? G-d. And his Way. This is what I’ve come to know, and everything I say to you is true and from the heart , from my own personal experience, from God himself, from the signs I take in each and every day instead of mistaking them for coincidences. Nope. You must perceive the world around you as it truly is, not as others or society tells you it should be. That’s when you get distortion and develop fear. You think you can’t do something bc someone says you cant do it or because you think of how much you will struggle getting to where you want to be, where your heart wants you to be. G-d is giving you a choice right now, he gives us free will for life’s decisions and they can be big like deciding what to do about a broken marriage or changing your career path in the middle of your college career. One way will bring you an average amount of happiness at best, you may not be miserable but you will always find yourself wondering what could have been if you followed the fire in your gut. That is your soul. Your soul knows what path you should take, it gives you that feeling in your gut that wants to take over so badly but knows that it can only do so if your mind lets your fear go.

 

Truth: following your gut = following your eternal soul and G-ds highest plan for you to live your fullest life. If you choose correctly this is the Way or route you will take now and never have to look back and have that constant feeling of emptiness or remorse for not choosing yourself and your son over a person who blatantly threatens your family and is attempting to cut you off from us, completely. If you love someone, you would let them go if that’s what made them happy.

This existence

Is just Everlasting persistence

Encompassing resistance

Our entities were meant to go the distance

Your fears , non existent

Earth is just one plane we call home

From the stars to the moon to the sun & unfortunately,

Back to Rome

 

ירושלימ של זהב

Jerusalem, humanity’s very first embassy;

Origins of the first planted seeds;

Sprouted With light, love, faith, and liberty;

A desert only blooms when hope prayer and fate;

Are shared by an unbroken bond, lit with an eternal flame;

The Tree of Life, the roots of all mankind;

Our worldly Branches connected;

An ancient species restored;

Bonded by prophecy,

in Hope; never fear;

With a passion for purpose— one quite clear;

To honor democracy;

to grow autonomously:

To gain independence,

And spread the wings;

Of freedom, peace,

And economic prosperity;

Unto their neighbors, and now all over the world

In gratitude they give thanks;

To the world,

To their Rock;

To the Redeemer, Adonai;

And of course, To their most cherished ally…

Those who have been awaiting reunion

Ever since Genesis—

In fact, only nation in history Never to wish the Israelites harm;

The United States of America,

For the first time in 2,800 years, took Yisrael under their arms;

It’s Foundations structured in pure *לב*

From Tel Aviv to the Red Sea,

Beyond The Sea of Galilee to the sand dunes of the Negev;

Happiness finally fulfilled,

For All cultures of the world now preserved;

The history of all of us is now Secured;

The entire globe welcome,

Free to return and rejoice;

Jerusalem of Gold;

Lives on;

In our hearts and in our Universe;

The redeemers of Zion

Now, too, have a voice;

The Land of Israel belongs you and me.

for the sake of our posterity.

Let us keep our Holy Land prosperous and free;

היא מדינת ישראל.

She is the State of Israel.

~ Forever & Ever.

Amen.

First Woman prime Minister Elected to lead Rebirthed JEWISH srare of isrq3l /on of Founding Mother of a Nation which was lost for 2,800 years to its inhabirants and that of which bloomed out of desert and long neglected land through the Language of Flowers, The Language of HaTikvah, The Language which Redeemed The Freedom Fighters of Both of my Lone Star States, and Through The trio of a herteg4 of founding Fathers of the United States of America Whom Established the greaetest form of government Mankind Hadever known, The Sovereign State of Israel Thrives Through Democracy and Through the Rights of the Land My Ancestors on Both Revlotuionary Sides of My Tree

Fought to Be Free, After 2,800 Years,

I choose to Stand United with the Tetradefrom which Formed the Seeds

my Destiny Could never be ignored

 

My Home, San Marcos, Texas, has its roots dee as the state is wide, The founders of my home state made sovereign a Republic of Texas, freed from tyrannical government and outnumbered without fear,

 

“Give me Liberty or Give me Death,” my forefathers whom escaed tyranny and dedicated their lives to restoring colonies in a new land and led troos into the battle of YorkTown while among the first to emerge as leading Members of the first Continental Congress, and finally,

As a Daughter of the American Revolution, my passion for patriotism grew out of my nature which can be found in my own DNA and to this day remain n the venues in which the veins coursing through my heart and soul live, and breathe the wonders and beauty of what the foundational events and divine will and utter bravery mesmorized me, for the first few years in which I began after a, situatiuon in which I cannot eslain here but onne which is significant for the answers whcih stemmed from this enlightening event would change the course of where my life was to go

Further, this led to my embracing and studying truths closely and this drive to find the truths in which no man could ever offer and no amount of evidence seemed to rove what I had begun to see through in ways also disclosed for now,,,

Ultimately, the glory that led the way to My responsibilities as a Daughter of Zion, all huorhei dates hit me equally, the eye of my own soul has finally been able to exress these realizations bg independent significant to what the World should be more enthusiastic to be a art of. Life, it moves fast, especially when You are living in a land of the free, born of the brace One mustn’t forget the purpose of all of these events at their core:

 

I’m going to be honest, speak from my heart and just give you some perspective that you can meditate over. Don’t be shy, you can send me what you’re feeling too, Your pain is my pain, brah.

 

What I am fighting for, is worth a whole lot more tahn silver and gold.

What WE all should be fighting for, is a chance to unite the east and west.

Karen Ben Moyal, Copyright, 2016-2018

Let it burn, let it shine, may this flame of life ignite
Eternally, inside of me, Ive come to realize,
The flame which lights my soul,
Are the rays which sparked you and me, hard to believe but this
wisdom is sealed into my destiny,
Origins of the the universe are carved into the soul
Indescribable, yet so are dreams deja vi and black holes
All of sudden reality kicks in
And the explanations for such phenomena
Not sure how
Not sure why
But I know I’ve always had it stored within my heart
Dormant in front of our eyes
And In time
I hope for You to soon realize
Suddenly all that science and religion cannot describe
Come alive in my mind
No not as pure imagination
But obvious facts of life
Like an equation of destiny so on par
The vessel that was the very first shooting star
never really went too far
Once you accept this faith of Indescribably permanent wisdom makes it undeniable
Once you’ve opened your eyes you soon realize that very same wisdom set in me, is the me of the past future and present galaxy
Always has been and always will be
For The roots of my tree cannot tell a lie
My Destiny lies in phi
My soul is phi
Yeeah The golden ratio of life
It shines away the shadows
I can feel the beat of
The heart of my soul
By The rhythm in my gut
The drum flowing through my veins
The electric current shaping outer space
The bow and the fire
the arrow, the dragon you admire
That drum inside Remnants of new and old law hidden beneath
My Humility standing in the way of answers that haunt me
Daunting
taunting at my consciousness
Sharing with me the ability to prove my existence
I know I must let let go
Of any conformity to forget what I’ve always been told
Push past my comfortability
then Hashem will once again
send me truths no one else can see
And I then Again I realize I am not alone
The more truths sent to me
The more my mind is blown
And I know
I must let go
Of any doubt once shown
For My inner light
Will no longer deny the
Magic of our reality
The work that is beyond you and me
I only know
I must accept the knowledge consistent in me
You can Call it a conspiracy
Call it black magic, or
Call it a dream
Just know; Hashem creates our life stream
For life as we truly know, is quite literally but a dream
Beyond all that is known
beyond all human comprehension
There’s no form of expression
Accurate enough to depict
Who I am, what I am, and what I will always be in the eyes of a manifestation of stars
A pilgrim of a never ending solar eclipse
On a journey to fulfill a prophecy
A covenant bound by The destiny of me is a solR plexus
An entity Realigned to give life hope and meaning
A purpose to take away strife
A world without war
A world united at its core
for all dimensions through all time space
For all walks of life,
plants, insects, animals, the human race
Every attempt to disbelieve the proof
has only but solidified the evidence
Becoming aloof
So clear now, so beyond concrete
My birth right set in stone
and unraveling the obsolete
The strength sent to my heart
through an abyss of fire, Water, wind, spiraling down worlds apart
Hashem, has always shown me these signs
Throughout my heaven here on earth I’ve come to find
Throughout all my years, through pain suffering victory and hurt
My cosmic memory unfolded through a divine awakening
With every breath I breathe and every lesson I perceive
The hidden secrets buried deep
My souls cosmic history
Sent clues from up above and from my past
The Hints sent to my heart
have become self realizations stemmed from another life in which
I’ve Come to find
The jogging of my cosmic inheritance goes so far back
That the same matter that held onto existence
Or life as as we know it
Was the energy that started all of this, Call it the big bang call a creationism,
But You mustn’t give into bliss
both science and G-d are one in the same
You and me are the beacon set free we’ve ended up here on the same plane
Bresishet or in the beginning
Out of darkness grew a light
An eternal flame that is us
only to be kept alive
Through a mass which held on
It held on so tight That a tiny ray of light Emerged into life as we know it
Became the miracle of miracles
The miracle of a ray survives out of the midst still today
We call it The miracle of life
once the vessels shattered this miracle became
The miracle of song
And then as if it was set to repeat
The miracle of light became the universe
Related to me
All of this that came from nothingness
A place that only knew darkness and where nothing else could survive
A vacuum of beams could flow and become multiplied
The arms of Sagittarius now stretched out
Open wide
And this is the energy that remains to this day
Is how The renewal of creation came to be
On a beam of light A life cycle was set in motion to survive
for the hands of time to reproduce, and revive
That’s why we celebrate hannukah
Hence “festival of lights “

\

written last semester of Undergrad i believe:

Surrounded by lies
Trapped in a bubble of gloom
I am young but I feel as if I’m looking into the windows of nothingness & longing for the universe to take me to my next plane of existence
This is not supposed to be the mindset of me, a 24 year old woman and free
My youth still in tact, I worry I won’t be able to enjoy it in time.
How can I ?
The feeling I can’t help but acknowledge is one indescribable yet I am certain of it’s presence deep within me
I know I’ve always been different
But it seems I forgot about that whole part of me during my late middle/high school years
It seems that the karen Ben-moyal from the days of Beth yeshurun has come back to haunt me
Daunting on me more and more each day with my odd curiosity about life and all it’s wonders
Being helplessly inclined to build the bridges between myself and humanity itself
And dedicating every waking breath I breathe to figuring out the unknown
It’s an exhausting necessity for me
Like I’ve got some sort of OCD
That can never be satisfied
For how can one totally satisfy the urge to comprehend the forces at work
All around us
yet intangible
All abstract
yet powerful
What is life?
I can’t get it out of my head. Not until I solve this puzzle I’m told is impossible
Perhaps this it is for this very reason I choose to continue this pursuit
I’ve always conquered the impossible
My entire life
From winning school wide spelling bees to
Vp positions I never asked for—
To landing jobs i was told were out of my reach
Perhaps this is the very reason I can’t help myself from continuing my secret obsession; an obsession that very likely will end in disappointment
and at what cost?
I don’t care. All I want is to be as close to G-d as any human can be. I want to be able to create peace between nations, specifically the Middle East. I want to prove there is life after death because I know this to be true. The art of war is life itself, just ask Sun Tzu.
I want to save my generation, for the men who died before me–
For the ones who risked everything so I would lose nothing.
The ones who allowed me to experience this freedom Of thought that never leaves me.
I wish to secure these blessings to my posterity
And future generations to come.
I want to implement policies which benefit everyone.
I want to spread the ideas of capitalism to all nations so that they may know what it’s like to be free.
But most of all,
I want to redeem the memory
of my ancestors from the tribes of the yIsraelis
I want to restore justice for the fathers who built this nation In which I live so freely
Those who contributed to my DAR ancestry
Warrior on both sides of my family tree
Daughter of the American Revolution ~ Tennessee
Daughter of the levites,
daughter of an IdF soldier
Daughter of the of the light of the Torah and the 12 lost tribes ~~Israeli
I dedicate my soul to the ancestors of mine
who fought and prayed for peace and their land of Israel
and those who fought
against all odds
for their freeedom
in an oppressed land.
G-d did bless both my lone star states
with his own hand.
In sum,
what drives me the most
is the memory of the cosmos
From which I’ve descended
Stars animals constellations
And Any other part of my heritage,
Must be apprehended.
all sacrificed themselves in the name of what they knew was right.
This is the only reason to which I can’t give up hope, I won’t. No matter how impossible the goal,
One must Man up to take a bite.
So mind boggling — yet —
the more the pieces fall into place–
the more I crave to explore further–
The mysteries revealed right in front of us
The face
Of the human race
Reveals her identity at her own pace
I am chasing nothingness
to the oblivious- that is, the humans which walk about the Earth day by day, carrying on with their lives holding onto what they’ve been told or what they haven’t been told
My world accepts no guests but loneliness
Lonely because I empathize with the horrid and the lost and the confused and the ignorant
For I cannot help but feel deep empathy in any given situation
Some days it steals my soul
It always returns but the gaps in between the theft and retrieval of my soul are widening
I know too much but not enough
I cannot, for the life of me, figure out what it is I’m supposed to achieve with such an abundance of knowledge
One year ago I could not have said the same about myself
One year ago I had not even begun this journey
This journey I sought for the betterment of man kind
And now, even with all I’ve accomplished
I’ve yet to accomplish anything

It’s Friday night and yet I wait
For comfort to walk through the front door to give me a break
A break from myself
Because all that I am
Can never be
Understood much less tolerated
My past, present, and future are uncertain
But within the eyes of my Beholder
It is my fate
My fate which is sealed
Inscribed to be forever lonely
The days of my youth slip away
Ever so glowingly
What to do about this mess
Graduate, Karen, just graduate
It’s not the time to worry about who to impress

 L-O-V-E 🔥💙 ל-ב ==> the epitome of 🇮🇱 ==> the eternal flame ignited within all we are today. Keep these kinds of posts coming, not for you, nor me, but for all of humanity. and more importantly, for the permanent ignition of beams which illuminate the world & out of The Eternal Flame — truly to keep it llit within all of us.

Because Every human being has it stored within their core beings, however, it is up to ppl like us to secure that light within those who don’t even know it exists within themselves. We must keep spreading this wisdom so that it may never diffuse.

Am Yisrael Chai, brother. I am so happy to see another human on the same level as me on this subject. The struggle is worth the fight in the end– never lose The Hope and may we always justify what’s right, even in the presence of those who surround us with discouragement, those who, at all times, only counting on their guises which fuel their anti- Semitic hate– that of which is why their hatred spreads so rapidly, like a wild fire or leprasy. In our hearts and souls, we know what is right, and we must fight for this goodness to prevail — for the sole purpose of this is to secure this light and harbor it unto our posterity, and so unto theirs. For it was this very wisdom that derived from justice itself, as we ourselves know it, and the souls of humanity as they once knew it. For Hashem. hopefully through all the strife — the rest of the world will recognize the blessings that stemmed from the hate we fought through and against. And one day, the souls of the innocent will know this inner flame and cherish it next time. Thank you for your efforts, I promise that the WILL will pay off so long as we diligently honor the Will destined and carved into our very being. Our souls are meant to be shared through a bond so strong that if secured by us, will Radiate throughout the universe once more . For it our duty to protect it, for now, we must remain resilient, for His Word, the human race; and for the purpose of sharing the love & the Wisdom which always renews and creates with the rest of eternity; 🙏One day, One day…. 🇮🇱🔥❤️🌍💙

The moment I realized my life’s path combined my Israeli-American heritage, along with my abundance of passion and advanced focus in foreign analysis and how to use these passions towards saving the world. I knew the only way to save the world was by influencing American democracy around the world and implementing strategies that would around the work for each oppressed peoples from Africa to Guatemala to far- east Asia, to the Middle East, I looked into the routes I could take to achieve this higher purpose, how I could meet my goals by the time graduation came around, and finally, what position would perfectly merge my skills, talents, “deft for diplomacy,” and I discovered that I would emerge best and most successfully to implement strategies towards freeing oppressed peoples from their government enslavement, and then — I added up the choices— and I decided that the State department foreign service officer, public diplomat position to be more specific, was the venue I needed to be able to share our American ways of government and freedom unto the rest of humanity, who deserve the, “blessings of liberty to be given to themselves and as well as their posterity,” and to stabilize such strategic plans by never letting go of your life’s passions, especially one sent by G-d Himself.

Anyways, life here in America, I.e. living freely in a free market; is taken for grand so much these days and by my generation or perhaps the younger one right before mine, however, the greatest amount of happiness should be allotted and made position unto all peoples or human beings throughout the globe— no matter which flag your country flies, we are all of the same human race or species, and all human beings d serve to fulfill their greatest happinesses and live in freedom!
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The meaning of life & death is Love, joy, loved ones, food, shelter, national holidays, religious holidays, land, sea, air, fire, wind, nature. What “better” place is there than life itself? I have yet to hear this question answered. Because in fact there is no better “place” than life itself, and there’s no going back either.
The act of gift giving is a selfless one for both the giver and the receiver. In life, gifts are given for the sole purpose of giving. If both parties participating in this exchange are truly selfless in their intentions, both would act according to the laws of universal truths. This would mean that the giver cannot ask for the gift back once it has been given, and the receiver should use the gift for an unselfish purpose– the receiver would in turn share their gift with others. This here is another basic argument for why death could not exist, not in any universe, nor any dimension, throughout all space-time. Why would one assume that the gift of life given to us by our Creator would ever have to be returned? Life is G-d’s gift to humanity, it would be silly to assume he would need or ask for it back— ever. Once a gift is given, it’s yours. However, the human receivers must decide how they choose to enjoy the gift. In other words. Life is a gift, and it’s the greatest gift ever given. We are in the driver seat of that destiny, the most for satisfying car ever driven.
And it is our duty, as the receivers of this precious gift, to share our lives with others
Simply because Our lives are literally meant to be shared with others.
No return policies, no take backs.
No shortcuts no game hacks
The same rules apply to our Supreme Giver. The gift of life is here to stay for all those who breathe with beating hearts and flesh can receive their share of array
How foolish is it to say that the Almighty would ever want this gift back?? And why would he ever want to take it away?… it’s ours for the choosing. It had already been decided upon out births that this the gift of life belonged to us, forever and ever. Only once we realize we must share our permanent gifts with mankind and vice versa, we will reach our highest potential. In other words, if we embrace the most selfless act– of giving and receiving– the ultimate purpose of our infinite existence– will reveal itself.

Each rising sun represents the start of a new beginning filled with new wind, light, and people. We thank G-d for the day we saw this light and decided to contact our world.

I’m going to be honest, speak from my heart and just give you some perspective that you can meditate over. Don’t be shy, you can send me what you’re feeling too, Your pain is my pain, brah.

This was no coincidence. I know this because coincidences do not exist. Coincidence is just a term that humans decided to give to the signs that touch our lives all the time. My knowledge on the universe and secret teaching of G-d, light, and meaning behind it all is something I was born into. Our blood is sacred blood. Mine from the 12 tribes of Israel and American revolutionaries. We come from a blood line warriors who fought and never settled for anything they knew was not right or fair. They fought with their lives so we could live here, free to make our own decisions in a democracy based on zero oppression. While we are blessed with the ability to freely choose, we do not always choose freely. We hold onto fear. And this is the only thing keeping anyone in this world from accomplishing their wildest dreams and truest potentials. What is fear? A really annoying emotion that creeps in subtly at first but can grow into an entirely much bigger problem if you’re gut is still too afraid to let your innermost desires control your road to euphoric happiness and destinies. Fear seems small, but it comes in all shapes and sizes. I’ve had kids in politics come to me wanting to not do something bc they were afraid to speak in public or take on the responsibility of an organization without me there, etc. you know what? I felt the exact same way. Building an organization from myself and myself, after jumping head first into politics as my major, not really having anyone believe that I could accomplish much with such a degree. I felt that sinking feeling or being terrified for around a year until I landed on my feet in the field. But do you know why I succeeded? G-d. And his Way. This is what I’ve come to know, and everything I say to you is true and from the heart , from my own personal experience, from God himself, from the signs I take in each and every day instead of mistaking them for coincidences. Nope. You must perceive the world around you as it truly is, not as others or society tells you it should be. That’s when you get distortion and develop fear. You think you can’t do something bc someone says you cant do it or because you think of how much you will struggle getting to where you want to be, where your heart wants you to be. G-d is giving you a choice right now, he gives us free will for life’s decisions and they can be big like deciding what to do about a broken marriage or changing your career path in the middle of your college career. One way will bring you an average amount of happiness at best, you may not be miserable but you will always find yourself wondering what could have been if you followed the fire in your gut. That is your soul. Your soul knows what path you should take, it gives you that feeling in your gut that wants to take over so badly but knows that it can only do so if your mind lets your fear go.

Truth: following your gut = following your eternal soul and G-ds highest plan for you to live your fullest life. If you choose correctly this is the Way or route you will take now and never have to look back and have that constant feeling of emptiness or remorse for not choosing yourself and your son over a person who blatantly threatens your family and is attempting to cut you off from us, completely. If you love someone, you would let them go if that’s what made them happy. To be honest I always knew the personality of your wife. I don’t know her name but I am literally the best people reader on the planet and this was kind of expected but I always thought billy can do way better than that lady so he’s going to be fine when it all falls apart. Her husband is in Prison and I’m guessing she guilt trips you by bringing her kids into it and saying you have to stay with her for the kids. This is the oldest trick in the evil witch book. Here’s something she and perhaps you may need to come to terms with: If you are unhappy in your marriage, and to me it looked like you both had been unhappy for years, maybe even since you first got married. If I were you I know I would feel like she forced you into a marriage you both knew was about you being there for kids with a dad in prison and pooor children left without dad needed to raise them. From the outside in it seemed that you two married bc you were a nice guy, she saw her next target, and seized the day. You are a nice guy, you’re funny , good looking, smart and you deserve a wife that matches up to you. I am sorry but witch is far below. And think about tanner. Wouldn’t you want him to look up to a mother figure that treats you with respect and has something or even a little warmth to offer ? Your wife gave my chills at the park, she was obviously unhappy about you being with us that day and she made it obvious that she wasn’t going to put up with it from then on. Tanner sees this. Her kids see it but what can they do ?
TBH I see you in pics all the time with her kids and taking pics with them but I’ve seen absolutely zero of her and tanner. And it’s like G-d sees all of this too.

Nothing great ever came from choosing the easy way out. Every truly great success story – whether is be for love or career – was built with spine.

Meaning

Finding true love takes guts. True love takes not settling for anything less than what is right for you. True love takes passion and courage and motivation from family and friends beside you the entire way. (See exhibit a is starting even before it began).

Btw, I’m famous for my motivational speaking skills, my empathetic nature combines with your soul energy and I’m able to talk and listen to anyone who seeks my guidance– political or spiritual — or anything in between. I am telling you this because you should know some things in life are supposed to happen. Let them happen.

Family is everything. The people who will always be there for you and on your side are right here in front of you.

Was is pure happiness to you? I want you to mediate on something i truly believe is happening-

I think you finding out fam was not only G-D bringing you back to us, it was G-d showing you what true happiness has in store for you, and by giving you a supportive family to stand beside you through thick and thin, no matter what, G-d brought us together for you to see the true light of love. What real love is, and give you enough support to get you through something you deeply desire, but never thought you could ever truly do alone. It’s not a coincidence that she’s blaming all of her problems on our family. This is G-d showing you that it is coming to the time you made the choice. He gave you a family who loves you no matter what and until the very end to support you in the decision you make. Now the fact she’s almost made you an ultimatum to choose between us and her, is beyond enough proof that this is playing out with G-ds plan to guide you on your highest path to your destiny of love and endless happiness.

further

Death is a man made concept. No one can come back to tell you what death truly is so why on earth would humans just assume death means no more existence for the seemingly non functioning soul..? In fact, what nerve of those who took it upon themselves to name death in the first place. We can claim the definition to birth and other parts of life bc we know what comes next. In death, we do not. Which is why it is ludicrous for us to think death is the end of the road for those who’ve run their course. In reality, we are only running one of many courses we’ve already run or will run again. I’m simpler terms, you and I and every single human being on this planet have literally, “Been there, done that.” Except in a different galaxy in a different time-space on a whole other solar system located within another dimension. Perhaps we are striving to fulfill a certain destiny within each of our existences. Perhaps we fell short of this destiny in our previous lives. Perhaps this life is a chance to redeem our purpose. This, at its core, is the meaning of life. To fulfill your purpose; that of which is led to you through your inner most passions. It’s up to you to follow them. If you succeed, you must have the closest relationship with our G-d and G-d of our ancestors, the one and only supreme G-d. Build your bridge close to his glory, follow the signs and your primal instincts. Be forever grateful and well aware of all of this at all times. That is, keep in touch with the Creator who gave you the path worth living today. You’ll soon discover possibilities and uncover answers that you once believed to be nearly impossible to reach. They’re there. Finish the puzzle if you can. If not, that’s OK, you’ll get another turn before ya know it.

Think BIGGER:
If the universe is never-ending, why should its inhabitants be? After all, human bodies are made up of stars. That’s how every single skeletal being with human flesh and skin got its heart. As a combination of stars. People seem to forget that there is no separation between human life and space when put into categorical terms. All things we know to be of tangibility belong to the universe. The planets, the oceans, meteors, suns, stars, solar systems and in between, are connected bc they are of substance here on earth. Human life forms and the atmospheric realm which exists as seemingly above them, are one in the same. We are not separated from what this universe has to offer, therefore, earthlings will not be excluded from this rebirth which begins and ends every few seconds, throughout the passages of time and space.
-KBM, December 2016
  • Karen Ben-moyal, April 2017
Some of G-d’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers! Your purpose is always being revealed right in front of you. You either accept small losses now in return for grander rewards later, or you choose to give up hope and ultimately stray from the path of light. The key is to believe– believe to achieve. Miracles will come to the ones who keep faith in their abilities, in good times and in bad. More importantly, the closer you are in your relationship with G-d, the closer you are to fulfilling that destiny you were put on this Earth for. Stay in the struggle, always worth it in the end. positive vibes your way! 
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Are the rays which sparkled inside me and the rays of my light which sparked a permanent wisdom in me, are the exact same ones which lit up the solar system giving life to human existence as we know it. Don’t ever forget about your destiny. I Not even for a moment. Aspiring to achieve your inner most passions is your purpose at its core. Even the smallest tasks in life require you to follow through with your mind set on your biggest goals. It’s necessary. Which is why forgetting it, even if only for a minute, is too big of a risk. Your future endeavors are too important to have the risk of becoming accustomed to another way of thinking.
Kbm, 2016
Keepin it real since 92 tho 
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ask me how I know all this,
  truth is
THE Cosmos Told me SO.

Copyright, 2018. Karen Ben-Moyal

Added: 3/20/18 (Unedited)

The answers to the most complex mysteries of the universe are quite literally buried into our innermost core, the soul of our beings. When a sign is sent to us, we automatically assume this sign is coincidence, we don’t leave room for fate or destiny or the Hand of G-d as a very valid explanation to what is. When you perceive things as they are, you begin to let go of the misguided perceptions  of what society has led you to believe. Do not look at things how others perceive them, look at them from your perception. Test out the signs you recieve, you start to realize these signs are part of your life’s guide to fulfilling your purpose here on Earth. WHen people ignore these signs, or when people ignore G-d’s outstretched arm, we are ignoring our destinies, we are ignoring out duties to mankind. Thus, if we do not fulfill out purpose in this lifetime, we do get to continue in our next one. However, if you do not try to understand G-d or you take the words of humans over the Word of G-d as your reasoning, you will keep straying further and further away from your destiny, and this also means you are preventing yourself from ever truly experiencing self-worth and the greatest happiness for you and the ones you love. For if one fulfills their dreams which stem from a passion that is your life’s goal, you are also achieving ultimate satisfaction and euphoric joy for your soul.

No return policies, no take backs. The same rules apply goes to our Supreme Giver.  The gift of life is here to stay for all those who breathe with beating hearts and flesh. How foolish is it to say that the Almighty would ever want this gift back?? And why would he ever want to take it away?… it’s ours for the choosing. It had already been decided upon out births that this the gift of life belonged to us, forever and ever. Only once we realize we must share our permanent gifts with mankind and vice versa, we will reach our highest potential. In other words, if we embrace the most selfless act–  of giving and receiving– the ultimate purpose of our infinite existence– will reveal itself.

Death is a man made concept. No one can come back to tell you what death truly is so why on earth would humans just assume death means no more existence for the seemingly non functioning soul..? In fact, what nerve of those who took it upon themselves to name death in the first place. We can claim the definition to birth and other parts of life bc we know what comes next. In death, we do not. Which is why it is ludicrous for us to think death is the end of the road for those who’ve run their course. In reality, we are only running one of many courses we’ve already run or will run again. I’m simpler terms, you and I and every single human being on this planet have literally, “Been there, done that.” Except in a different galaxy in a different time-space on a whole other solar system located within another dimension. Perhaps we are striving to fulfill a certain destiny within each of our existences. Perhaps we fell short of this destiny in our previous lives. Perhaps this life is a chance to redeem our purpose. This, at its core, is the meaning of life. To fulfill your purpose; that of which is led to you through your inner most passions. It’s up to you to follow them. If you succeed, you must have the closest relationship with our G-d and G-d of our ancestors, the one and only supreme G-d. Build your bridge close to his glory, follow the signs and your primal instincts. Be forever grateful and well aware of all of this at all times. That is, keep in touch with the Creator who gave you the path worth living today. You’ll soon discover possibilities and uncover answers that you once believed to be nearly impossible to reach. They’re there. Finish the puzzle if you can. If not, that’s OK, you’ll get another turn before ya know it.

OK and the writing below is literally just me writing down each thought that comes to my head as I have it. So, it is not meant to be written in a certain way or structure. It is simply written by the way my thoughts come in, and what they build up to. Again, these are all to be continued and so is that paper! Hope you can get somethin out of this, the purpose of me informing those interested in this arena is solely because i feel as though i owe it to those who genuinely ask me for an answer or want to hear what I have to say. and it’s my duty to share it, ain’t about to make of this public unless someone truly seeks what  has been and is revealed: Sorry in advance if some of it is hard to read, i am too busy to spell check my thoughts and fix the way they come in! I will admit this though, a lot of it is symbolic, some of the stuff you read may not make sense to you at first but if you meditate on the little clues I purposely add in here, you will figure everything out on your own.

Intertwined with my passion for utilizing politics to help humanity prosper for the betterment of mankind, I hold firmly that restoring the power of U.S. national security, and to restore American sovereignty as the leader of a global enterprise, constitutes for both a strong national defense, promoting free trade through influence of democracy’s founding principles by upholding the virtues that bind symbiotic ties for economic prosperity for all who seek to benefit. Historic breakthroughs in America’s young existence depict the primal values that work when it comes to all human nature, and that of which has inevitably led to some of the most successful booms in economic prosperity growth, both domestically and on the global scale, has been one of the highest and most valued inventions ever known to man, for history tells us that all men can succeed under the scope of protected human rights under our constitutional principles. Our American guidelines have proved to be, by far, the most effective tools which underline the sacred founding principles of the American Nation. Although America’s history has been short-lived in comparison to the rest of the world, a positive ripple effect has already evolved so rapidly overseas simply because the core elements which serve as the motivating incentives for conducting fair and profitable business deals, 24/7, all year around, all over the world – are the traditionally seasoned pilots which guide the perplexities of contrasting passengers collectively towards a universally unified destination by which all those who choose to fly solo are willingly embarking on a collective journey for the purpose of receiving and giving rewards, a fundamental virtue underpinning all the origins of what it means to truly live. Moreover, all traveling souls share their plane seats with complete strangers from all walks of life, traveling through the winds of time-space in a plane which exists to bring them to a shared destination, all the while, the pilots on our trips are in total control of our destinies. And we, as the paying customers, were so eager to pay thousands for the opportunity to venture to another place, giving up all power for hours and days and facing the unknown head-on, all for the pursuit of a better, richer life. In other words, these travelling individuals risk their lives and purposefully take major hits to their bank accounts in return for the prospect of something equally as great, but probably greater, in return; the risk is worth the reward. If you do not like the results or if you don’t like the place you visited on your passage to a foreign place, then you just don’t go back. Free trade,  or GLOBALIZATION, the true meaning of it at least, goes deeper than just tangibility. In a free market system, we are free to trade with whomever gives us the best deal, and for this to work, the individual or company we trade with must also reap rewards from the transactions made between the your businesses. If you can’t stand to gain anything from flying, or even if you just don’t want or hate the concept of flying, simply stay on the ground. Similarily, if you can’t stand to gain or if you know you are losing money in a business relationship, you can simply stay walk away from it. You can choose to back out anytime you want if it is your choice to trade and another individual has agreed to both parties terms, however, note that although the seasons will always change and the leaves will always fall, the direction of the wind that blows, never changes pattern.  Almost all human beings need to fly at some point in their lives, if they truly seek happiness they will eventually have to fly to own their pursuit. At the same time, almost all human beings reach a point in their lives when they start to develop a sense of ambition, a  desire grows deeper and deeper within them. It grows deeper, yet it expands at the exact same rate. The neverending, always expanding yet contracting Unvierse should ring some bells with that last statement in mind.

Anyways, How can this happen? Because the pilots of our universe are the metaphorical gifts given to human beings, really all life forms when you truly think about it. IN oher words, the fundamental rights by which all human nature is guaranteed or has the right as a human being, to own and these rights can never be taken away, you don’t get a refund if you try to return them, they are yours. Because to live happily, freedom and protection of those freedoms, are meant to be included in the package deal which comes free with each life cycle. The rights to life, liberty, to earn and own your own property, are actually the keys which unlock the doors on your path towards the pursuit of happiness.

When a bird begins to flap its wings, it truly wants to fly.  This is why i emphasized ALL life earlier. Even baby birds, who have never known a life without their mother, they cannot even grasp the concept of “what they are supposed to do” or what “has been donE” so they know that they are making the right decision. They don’t have the brain capacity to think this way. Which is sigifcant. Why is it that birds or any animal in the wild for that matter, choose to leave their nest, they could choose to stay in the safety of their mother’s nest, the only place in the whole world, they know is safe, they want to leave it, and they don’t even know what the “world” is! They just know they need to seek elsewhere for some reason. Instinct, if you will, is the equivalent to human happiness. But why do animals lack the fear of embarking? They are ignorant. All animals should be more ignorant than humans, however, I have seen liberals dumber than A bag of bricks. My dog could def. ;literally run circles around some professors I’ve met in college, no wonder the students are so helpless and doomed. But then again look at the animals they look up to in the white house. Actaully, let us not degrade animals, look at the scum in D.C. They are  the leaders of our nation, they have the ability to control what someone thinks could make them happy. Literally, liberals nowadays think that open borders would make the world a happier place, happier for who exactly? If they think it would make them happier, it is because they have been told over and over what  should make them happy, and this sadly makes some humans more ignorant than animals. At least animals listen to their instincts, their core desires, what they know in their souls (still have yet to find out what kind of souls animals have) but lets call it that for now. They may not think twice about why they want to leave the nest and free food and protection, they just have the sense, the faith, the certainty, the ability to “think” or rather, to konw how they feel. Moreso than humans. I can even admit as I am about to embark in the real world just having graduated from college and lived at home my whole life. I know in my gut that I am capable of conquering life and a career after college. But why do I stil have that nervous, almost hesitant sense of fear? I know its because the unknown in day to day life seems to mean nothing more than “i don’t know the answer, so I will just say that shit happens bc luck and chance.”  I personally have no problem seeking comfort in the unknown in terms of the universe and G-d and all of the elements that make up this world, I have no problem or doubt belieivng and having faith in our Creator and ancient scripture and miracles and prayers. BUT why can I not totally see that in me? Even after all I have accomplished. I always override my fears, sure. But why after wanting to live on my own all this time, do I have a sense of “maybe the unknown is worse than living my whole life at myparents house?” I know that is so silly to feel that way. Mentally, I know that I will be happier following my dreams. But why do I FEEL a sense of sentimental loss coming soon?

THIS JUST IN from the brain of kbm: maybe animals are supposed to show us that we have nothing to fear, as  they fearlessly leave their nests and mothers  so early on in life. Perhaps since the human mind finds it so hard to adapt to the creation of all of this, to even come up with a logical theory, they can’t bc thry just do nott want to focus or think aout what is not known. or the unseen. or what has yet to be discovered. how paradoxal is it that baby bieds fly out into a world with #noregrets and never look back ,and  they are actaully physically venturing into the unknown. But humans on the other hand, freak out at the thought of not  knowing, so much so they literally convince themselvse that the asnwers “luck, chance, or just i don’t know, its just another life mystery,” seems to comfort them. If you don’t think about it, it will go away or will just become the right answer, based on nothing but their own brainwash infused with societial cancer, aka scientifical BULLSHIT is now considered science, unkowable evidence now counts as fact, history is not allowed to be used to form logical theories and no longer a valid source for finding the answers to the problems we currently face.

on the contrary

All humans want to be happy, if government or politics is involved in trade deals between working individuals and business, then the very definition of freedom from government becomes obsolete. Not to mention, freedom, at its core, is a guaranteed right which is meant for all mankind to utilize and grow in their own pursuits towards whatever makes them happy. Trade deals are conducted for the sole purpose of making all customers and businesses involved happy. Otherwise, why the heck are you in the position to do business in the first place? You began in the pursuit to make something out of your life, earn your money the moral way. The more successful your business becomes, the more successful those who you are in business with become. Just because you grow a business or want to branch out does not make you greedy. It makes you happy, and doing it the right way, making the right and smart decisions begins and ends with the relationship between the consumer and the buyer. The consumer loves a product so much, they feel as though they cannot live without it. Let’s just use iPhone for an example. So, the consumers will drop their entire monthly paychecks to buy a phone they feel as though they literally could not live without. The seller is giving the buyer what makes them happy. The buyer is giving the seller what makes them rich, and if a rich businessman is a happy man. Both are happy, both are satisfied with this deal.  If one of the parties was dissatisfied, the rights owed to an individual must always deal with their own version or pursuit of happiness. The seasons change, this is symbolic for our different minds and talents and attributes as humans. All of which contribute or go hand in hand with someone elses ideas or compassions in order for a relationship between lets say friends to be true friendship. True friendship consists of mutual happiness, which also means there is mutual respect, which also means that this respect came from each or either individual seeing a quality in another person they enjoy or find amusing, whatever it may be, it adds to their happiness. This is the root of life. Without differences, without our special attributes in a collective race, there would never be any point to the defintiton of “truly living.” Everyone  would require the same things to make them happy, meaning everyone would want to take the same career route, but not everyone in the world can have the same job. Hit up north korea, Venezuela, majority of the world, they would vouge for this same logic if they were allowed to speak up or for themselves. Howwever, something as simple as having a discussion would be very bad conversation if everyone had the same brain, same ambition, same character, same “happiness principles,” or pursuits to happiness. Don’t want to get into Socialism too deeply here, so let’s move on.

There must be some sort of happiness “principle.” I feel like Mill perhaps? coined this term. But, I also feel as though this happiness principle goes beyond modern philosophy. I am sure if I took the time to look into conscious, buddha, or Gandhi would too have some sort of “happiness principle,” or the key element which keeps the earth on its axis, eternally spinning and gathering momentum, for this is what needs to be maintained and protected for everyone to truly be happy. Constitutional Americans Principles are made out of a formula that goes much, much deeper and further back in history than most people probably realize. In fact, America’s foundation quite literally parallels the same exact events and natural order of things that occured during the Creation of all man, the beginning of a new order of the ages. Novus Ordo Seclorum was the new order or the Exodus that led humankind out of the Genesis of our entire Universe from the cosmic perspective, this new order, the Exodus or the salvation of mankind’s universal rights to own the freedoms guaranteed to us, and which contribute to the very reason we are here in the first place. To hold, “these truths to be self-evident, you have to discover them on your own. Among them are humanity’s right to LIFE, LIFE, LIFE—- for the sole purpose of pursuing happiness, because of G-d, our Father, who only wanted his kids to be happy and embrace His love and light. By sharing life with us humans, G-d created us in His Image, and that automatically calls for immortal existence, for G-d is eternal, His children are definitely eternal. WHAT exactly can a soul do without a body,  WHAT is a body function without a soul? It is not human, could not be considered humanity, and could therefore not be credibly listed as such. For, as the Torah and Constitutional principles tell us, humans must be able to truly LIVE, to be happy. Therefore, Heaven is where your soul meets your next body, forever and ever, we have the eternal right to be happy.

G-d does not throw away any creation, he recycles them, of course. G-d would never allow a soul to escape into “an abyss,” for his children must each be accounted for at all times, and the way He recognizes this is through our souls, each one is individual and has a seperate an encoding from the next. If even one soul does not find a body, or somehow subtracts, the entire universe would become unbalanced, the nature of all things would cease to exist. Eternal life means eternal life people, read the first few sentences of your bible, torah, qeran, etc. All different religions with different branches of beliefs, and yet

All Roads Lead to Rome.

To be continued.

-KBM,

In the meantime……

Some thoughts from my personal philosophy, some have been published and some have yet to be discovered. These are always ‘to be continued:’

“..If you really think about it, to fulfill one’s cosmic purpose, one must grasp the meaning of life itself. When a free individual chooses to pursue their greatest amount of happiness in this life, they are compliantly making a deal with their own souls to defy and protect themselves against an undesirable fate. The first step in any journey requires a game plan, and in this case, the game plan is seemingly endless. Stick to the game plan, remember that failure is not the end of the world, but rather, a form of art in which your canvass is your opportunity to repaint a new masterpiece, an even better one than the one before. The art of failure is your best bet to achieving your goals, for the path to achieving your wildest dreams will inevitably result so long as the individual grows from their mistakes. Each time a person fails, they become wiser. There is no question about it. Utilize your wiser being in accomplishing your wildest dreams and ultimately, your maximum potential, your purpose. Having the genuine knowledge and self-awareness of your own IMmortality is crucial in this life. Keep the laws of human nature close to your concious at all times. Don’t ever let any sign of discouragement lead you to believe otherwise. Believe in you. Have faith in your abilities. Don’t ever forget about your destiny. Not even for a moment. Aspiring to achieve your inner most passions is your purpose at its core. Even the smallest tasks in life require you to follow through with your mind set on your biggest goals. It’s necessary. Which is why forgetting it, even if only for a minute, is too big of a risk. Your future endeavors are too important to have the risk of becoming accustomed to one narrow way of thinking…Wisdom is the only conviction that sets the abstract apart from actual human existence. If you’ve got one but not the other, you will forever remain in the darkness.” 

K. Ben-Moyal, 2017

The secret to living is embracing the fact that you’re alive. In order to do this, one must succumb to the fact that human nature controls mankind. It has since the beginning of time. Once you realize the genuine virtues that humans are capable of developing within a single LIFEspan, and only through human nature/faith in G-d, only then may you be able to come to terms with conservatism. The only way to achieve the most infinite amount of possibilities is to preserve our Rights to living freely in a world governed by the laws of human nature. The notion to live in a free market and society begins and ends with a Republic which protects and encourages you to express these civil liberties. America continues to build its future with ancient glory because it works.

-K. Ben-Moyal, 2017

Freedom is like a flower. It opens up for the opportunity to grow. Much like the virtues which stem from liberty or the beauty which illuminates the radiant glow only found in a natural eco system, the sole purpose of any existence, comes with the acceptance of receiving this gift of life– and in turn, embracing it– by sharing it with the rest of your species.  From a historical and even a moral perspective, capitalism doesn’t look so greedy after all.

K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

“Truly believing in your universe is a key concept one should grasp if one wishes to further extend their understanding or knowledge.  Knowledge hasn’t any power without faith. There is more to life than just existing, and knowing that faith is always present within oneself gives you the key to unlock the miracles that only  this universe and all its wonders can thus provide.” 

-K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

“The Act of Forming an opinion is simple, however, forming an opinion based on fact can be quite difficult. This here is the reason that so many have their facts  and opinions intertwined to the point of no reason. 

-K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

“No shame disembarks upon postulates after office who advertise promises of pure deceit in return for votes– they sell their souls for political power and become most cherished by the very individuals on whom their scheming is effectuated.”

– K. Ben-Moyal, 2016

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Normal New Years gathering at the Ben Moyal House!

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